- Translation: Margit Pagany -
LIFE
has completely different meanings for your Ego, your soul and your spirit.
Each of this three has its own breath and cycles, own time, space and direktions.
And they exist nevertheless in higher consonance, in timeless harmony.
You are ONE - neither space nor time, neither past nor future, neither power nor swoon, neither direction nor aim.
From the cristall being you were comming out and in it safe.
You are also DUALITY - from everything separated and abandoned,
floating between contrasts and contradictions back and forth, between past and future, chaos and order.
Soul day and soul direction
The birth of your body is the same for your soul, as the morning waking up. The death of your body is the same for you, as falling asleep. One human life is one SOUL DAY.
The way of life of your soul runs equal that of your body: It was born, began small and did not remember its home. It had beautiful and unpleasant experiences. It met other souls and drove these away from its life. Then they met again and didn¥t recognize each other. Many of their later loved friends stepped first as embittered enemies into its life.
Thus your soul always fell down and stood up again. It didn¥t gave up, grew, became stronger and with the time a mature soul. More consciously and independently, and finally grown up. "grown up "means "awaken".
Thus your soul goes through all phases of its childhood, youth and maturity in many following body lives. Whenever its body died, it went back into its soul world. If she wanted to come again to earth, a new body was born.
And each birth was a new soul morning, on which it slipped into new dresses and masks and experienced always new roles. Because until the turning-point of an era she wanted to have played ALL roles, danced on ALL stages of life and made ALL experiences. At the end of time it wanted - although exhausted - FEELING FULFILLED.
Your soul turned in its dance of life all the time around its spirit, and your bodies turned all the time around your soul: inside in the heart and out to the outermost edge of the experiences. We speak here consciously in the past, since this chapter belongs to your past.
Body year
One year of your body life consists of twelve months. Those are twelve cosmic irradiation phases of different planets, which are designated after the TYR circle. Each planet has its own specific quality in the cycle. Thus each month is unique.
Twelve mental forces make your physical growth possible. You are enjoying the awaking force of life in springtime after the deep sleep of winter. You feel the mild warmth of autumn after a hot summer. You experience the joy of life of May after a grey November. In August you harvest, which you had sown in March. And a January is never the same as in the previous year, because each year changes your body and your life. Exactly the same it is with your soul year.
Journey through the soul year
In a soul year the body doesn¥t play an essential role. It is only a dress, which changes from day to day. There also exist twelve months in the Tyr-circle, nevertheless which turns into the other direction. One soul month takes 2.000 body years and is called "age "or "eon". One soul year therefore takes 24.000 years. We call it: A cosmic sun year.
Indeed, you are traveler between the worlds - and transformer of the worlds, for a long time, without having an idea of it. But now the veils are raising up. One-ness and duality arev flowing into each other. Who are you really? And why is it, that many of you feel bad at the end of time. And what, the hell, is called: End of time? Now, there are many questions at the end of time.
Let us go back to the beginning of your last falling down and have a look at the phases of your soul. You will remember that there is no RIGHT and WRONG, but LIGHT and DARKNESS, not perpetrator and victim, not rulers or suppressed, but dresses, uniforms, masks, roles and an immeasurably large stageof life. Each death released you in big love of the terrestrial pain and each birth gave you the life. And always your self decided, where to go and what you want.
We lead you on this journey, so that you remember yourself and recognize the reason for your way you are feeling today. We lead you, so that you can release, what you had hold on so long: Guilt and inferiority feeling, victim and perpetration, self hate and damnation of your own soul. Indeed, so bitterly are your deepest, unconscious forces, which keep you still today small and imprisoned. We are those, which went out at that time in a boat.
We begin in the cosmic summer
Scorpio age (16,000 - 14,000 ac)
The last summer of your souls began before 18,000 years in the scorpio age. Here you reached in the ascend run of the sun after the spring the highest spheres of the spirit. The cells of your bodies opened and their inner forces became active. The all-embracing spirit knowledge became alive in you. You lived on ten islands of the Atlantic continent. You knew no God, because God was you.
You were priests and the term "priests "was more extensive than in your present society. You have been researcher and scientist, master of all spheres of life. You have been master of health and mental hygiene, the music and sound research, communication and philosophy, human-leadership and -right, love and sexuality, abundance and wealth, nature- and animal life, intuition and conflict-clarifying. You have been investigator, masters and teachers in many terrestrial and cosmic fields of investigation as well as its secret-keeper. You advanced in heights and depths of wisdom an you developed big forces.
And naturally there were two streams in your hearts - those of sympathy and those of selfishness. The priests of sympathy knew, that true growth was based on SERVING - to serve the smaller ones and the following. The knowledge around the own development based on the development of All, leds to the fusion of your souls into a spirit-nation, to the mother-nation of today's mankind.
Libra age (14,000 -12,000 ac)
In the second month of summer happend the unit of your souls with the cosmic sun. This moment in your soul year gave it the name: Cosmic sun year - and it was indeed the elevated moment on your long journey.
Your bodies were light and permeable. Many of you wear them only, if it was necessary. You could dress it on and take it off like an evening-gown or a work-clothes. You investigated terrestrial-cosmic connecting, forces, sounds, colors and forms, the basis of your creation. You have been priests, healers and researcher, parents of mankind. For many of you prevailed no getting old and immortality. Illness existed only in the energy bodies to that one, which had not attained its internal maturity.
The knowledge of your cells was open. Your organs and nervous systems were connected with planets and the Milky Ways, with all cosmic places and organs. So you were able to travel in spirit to many places. With the combination of your body soul with spirit of the sun you became free and independent.
But there were also those, which strove for the eternal life for itself and walked across the corpses of others. High spirit, deep knowledge and entrance to all creator realms are not a warranty for love and sympathy, for equilibrium and mature. Who did not carry heart warmth in this time in itself, was capable of enormous coldness - as a perpetrator and as a victim. If the white of divine light pairs with inner darkness, the darkness increases immeasurable and becomes the horrible one.
Always were there mature and immature souls, which played perpetrator roles and took over Judas services, while other mature and immature souls played victim roles and selected Jesus services. So you could learn to give and receive to kill and forgive. You choosed the new play of the duality and thus both "parties "- and soacked to today's day by guilt and inferiority feelings, unfeelingness and pride - deeply hidden in the hearts of your cells.
Inevitably the zenith came and turned around the ascending sun run. Which had opened from age to age, now began to lock continuously again.
Virgio age (12,000 - 10,000 ac.)
The virgo aeon is the first month of the descending sun run, but still it is summer. It is a time to anchorage the reached and the preparation of the coming. Mysterien of creation were experienced, practised and embodied into the cell consciousness, likewise: Love, creative genius and power.
The High-time of your life was reached and exceeded. Divine security was also impressed into your soul consciousness, like the certainty of your power. So you have been prepared for the descent - thus the turn happened. Here the chaff separated from wheat. Some prepared their getting out from the soul cycle, others went into the next round, into the next year.
You had entrance to many realms. But this needs a big inner purity, like you are experiencing then. Because also an ingenious creative gnius can become satiated the light and the community and use its power for own aims. Now it was time for the priests of the darkness to become control over ALL and - to sink with them and the country in the floods of the Atlantic ocean. Here was the beginning of power and abuse for the next cycle of your maturity of soul.
The knowledge of the female and male priests had been separated. The one knew about WHAT, the others about HOW. The achievement of full knowledge and its power could only be in FUSION or SUBJECTING. But yet the maturity for fusion wasn`t attained in many of you. Your intelligence was high, your power of love strength small. It became the aim of your way, which would be achieved at the end of time. Judas service was turning forward the sun-wheel at the end of high time. Haughtiness, pride and betrayal crash your souls and drove it into subjection.
Thus you have played in highest time, on highest place with energies of highest power and didn`t recognize, that its counterpart can only be in the realm of the complete destruction. Then its cause came from the cosmos and their effect went back there. The tone was found, that sound, which should seal the dominion of particulars over all - and drew the fall of the country. The axis of the earth had been inclined only a little and the floods of the oceans could ascend.
Few days before 120 boats drove out, manned with those mature souls, which terminated the cycle for itself and moved into other realms. Thus Atlantis became the center of the quiet. The feminine and the maskuline nature, the body and the spirit, the mature and the immature souls separated themselves. Perpetrator and victims went down, masters and servants rose up - however they didn¥t left you.
The body Atlantis sank in the ocean, and its spirit, Shambhala, has been rising into the ether spheres. The tie between these two should fade in the next ages and tear nearly. The knowledge around the Mysterien of your life locked suddenly. For your today's outside perception it was lost, it sank in the ocean of life. But this is one with your nature. The mystery sank into your inner. Only at the end of your soul winter time would be mature and the holy knowledge from the depths of your consciousness would rise up.
Leo age (10,000 - 8,000 ac.)
The Judas service of Atlantis has born the great flood, the fall of the country, veiling the alive knowledge - and the beginning of a new time quality. The electrical spirit has descended to the magnetic body. The sun has descended from zenith to autumn. Experience areas of quiet and expiation, aggression and anxiety opened. Your light body condensed itself to the aura, your cells closed themselves. The connection of your bodies with the cosmic native places was withdrawing. Before the great flood light language in their color, form and sound frequencies had prevailed. It was a spiritual language of full live and variety, full depth and brilliance, but without expression in the terrestrial.
Now spirit began to coagulate to word. The crystalline duality of light and darkness began to consolidate itself. The light became muddy and the darkness grey. Nevertheless the wisdom of light had to be preserved for the seeker of all times. The first spiritual high cultures of your remembered history, Babylonier and Egyptian, put down their knowledge in first terrestrial picture writings and hieroglyphics. The epos of the human God was recorded on papyrus and stone boards for future generations. Thus eternally flowing truth solidified itself with respective means of the time.
Cancer age (8,000 - 6,000 ac)
Each age consolidated the energy a part more. The electrical share sank and the magnetic rose. So it becomes more cool on a sunny day of your body life in the evening, and so it becomes more coole in your body year after a warm summer to the autumn, then also the soul year became more cool, more dark and more uncomfortable with each month. Now your organs align themselves on the earth. The hormone system was the master system of interdimensional communication between spirit and body. It connected your organs, flow stream, feelings and thoughts as well as your ability for orientation and perception with cosmic intelligences beyond space and time - absolutely a system of wisdom, integration and life. Now it gave this role up and became a master system of death. It began to develop in your bodies energies of control, out-border, splitting off and killing - this in preparation for the soul winter. Only wisdom remained, although squeezed into a mechanical narrowness.
It was in nature of the thing, that you had to do compression, splitting and separation first in your bodies, to attain a consciousness for compression, splitting and separation. You created death and war first in your bodies, before a consciousness for it can develop. And only then can manifest themselves compression, splitting and separation, death and war in the society. Your master system prepared the war in your bodies, so afterwards you could lead the war in the exterior.
Indeed your whole outside warfare goes back to your molecular-biological conditions. Always you are physically a piece ahead the social development. In this kind you have created out of yourself age for ages - no fate, no foreign regulation. This, my dear, leads any question about victim or author, justice or unfairness ad absurdum. - Breath low and let all streams freely flow.
The forces of duality progressed and locked gradually the cells of your bodies. The compression of spirit stream closed your entrance to the divine matrix in your body. It tied up to the force of the magnetic field of earth, as its cells themselves became magnetic. Gravitation became the dominant force of your body life. These separations from body and spirit in crab age prepared separations from power and swoon in the following ages.
First books of the big Atlantic wisdom teachings developed: the Veden in the last cycle before 34,000 years, the Upanishaden before 10,000 years and the indian star-catalog of the Surya Shiddhanto in the same aeon of the next to last cycle before 58,000 years. Indeed, you wandered through the cosmic sun year more than once, have loved and lost Atlantis more than once, fallen and ascended again more than once.
Gemini age (6,000 - 4,000 ac)
Each new irradiation aligned your body systems again and changed the quality of your thinking and feeling. Afterwards this quality revealed itself in your society. The ever more strong becoming magnetic field was surroinding the earth, your cells and the knowledge saved in it. It became darker and colder. With the magnetism also the NO in your life became power. The continuous decrease of streaming in the power of spirit promoted your alignment to the material. Still you held the knowledge around the creation, but now the forces of domination and subjection were leading.
The epics and books of wisdom of the last two ages flowed into manorial and technical philosophy. Wisdom and doctrine became dogma and law. Religious and philosophical sets of rules began to differentiate between WRONG and CORRECT now. They became bases for spiritual-wordly domination of coming time. Laws fixed terrestrial property and spirit goods, was repelling aggressors, separated them by proscription from the society, killed them, completely like your domiation hormone system is doing this with the aggressors of your body systems.
Your wide mental perception became narrow thoughts, models, rules and limits. Creativity became mechanical doing. Internal security changed itself to unthrughtfulless. Religious fundamentalism sealed it: "God is not any more one and everything ", but "God is LIKE THAT - and not differently! "This age marks the beginning splitting of the souls. The crisis in belief in the hearts of humans should develop further to faith wars in the soul winter.
Cosmic winter
Taurus age (4,000 - 2,000 ac.)
The taurus directs in its power the beginning of the mental winter. Reached you in the beginning summer the light spheres of spirit, so you are beginning in winter to investigate the deepest area of matter and to experience the material delusion. That means: You are beginning to deliver you to matter, to forget your spirit and to sell the soul. Don¥t forget: You didn¥t do this, because you were stupid and simple (even if you went into such garments). You did it, because you would exactly plumb, investigate and spiritualize these depths of the existence. Because your body did not decide this way but your spirit. It sent its sparks after each death in horror into a new body, into the darkness of earth. Would he have done this, if NO sense had lain in it? If this may be one of the darkest chapters of your history, so are you nevertheless the master souls and mental pioneers, which have created these worlds, in order to improve this at the end of time. Let us continue our journey.
Body
Here you separated your bodies finally from your cosmic homeland and cede them to the earth. The axiatonale nervous system, a light fiber system (about which we speak in number 13), was interrupted and you lost the last connection with your native places and the spiritual family. From the ray-bundle of your mental nervous system only one thin thread was left, that silver thread, which many of you know. It had the task to secure your body life under smallest requirements for a certain time. No getting old and immortality were definitive finished. Your physical systems made possible lifetimes of 40 to 80 years.
Food
The nutrition of your bodies changed finally into material and fetter the soul once more. The plants and herbs of earth saved terrestrial and cosmic energies. They became your food. Also the bodies of the animals served as your nutrition in the increasing darkening. Spirit-energetical body processes became finally biochemical processes. These are aligned to wear out and aging of cells an so to the death of the body, which from mental view was a positive achievement. The easier it was to die and to free yourself, the deeper you can go and search. From your human view at present and at that time it was dramatic: Who did not found food now, died of hunger. Who wanted to eat now, had to sell his soul for it. That was the beginning of petrifying your hearts. In your victim times you petrify by defense. In your perpetrator times you petrify by attack. The masonry around your hearts consists of both poles. This bitter, but creative operation was necessary at this time, in order to carry out the descent of your spirit into the lowest point of the subject completely. The first winter month was the beginning of your spirituall growth under heaviest conditions.
Confidence and magnanimity were lost, calculation and control grew. If the warmth of the love of soul veil, the coldness of the physical passion grew. Flowing movement and tolerance withdrew themselves, rigidity and intolerance appear. To be without spirit follows to became more material. It was expressed in petrifaction: Petrifaction against the life as power demonstration in palaces and cathedrals and petrifaction for the life in conserving the mysteries. The possibilities to keep this immaterial free knowledge became ever more material and firmer.
The spirit became word
The word became stone
Spirituall knowledge, mental philosophy and technical execution swung up and let develop structural and technical works of highest completion - alone to keep alive the mysteries of the earth.
The pyramid of Gizeh is "the stone book of mankind ". It grew out through the hand of the Atlantic priest king Thoth and those faithful priests, which had left the soul cycle with the great flood. They built in the mental principle of the Levitation, which today is called the change of the atomic structure of the stones, but actually in their hands it were no stones, but spirit matter. Sounds, colors and forms, proportions and materials of all resonances were manifested here. Dimension gates and space curves led in dark walls through light spheres into the halls of Amenti. The consciousness of earth, the universe and your bodies became stone here - and nevertheless alive, if it was in resonance with a human heart. In the pyramids and temples you received on your search of mystery those inaugurations, which you, independentl of the dominant spirit of the time on earth, led you to the regaining of your mental power and wisdom. Also Jesus of Nazareth went this direction.
Outside in the world the fight for predominance and surviving had begun. The mysteries of your life were disappeared from the ground, carefully walled up and coded, hidden and guarded, only accessible to people with pure hearts and real seeker - that undaunted humans, which were ready to give their own life for it. The abuse of this knowledge had led in the soul summer to the fall of the continent, in the soul winter it would be the destruction of the planet. The rulers of this time were religiously and worldly at the same time. Power was big. Noble-mindedness and hardness, wisdom and will stood beside transfiguration and suppression. Power was privilege of less, powerlessness fate of many.
Aries age (2,000 - Christi birth)
The magnetic field continued to close. The entrance to yourself had shrunk on a fraction. The warmth had stolen itself out of your veins, joy of life was only a word, even your own humanity corresponded no longer to the feeling of your hearts. The vibration of the earth and your cells was so low that no more cosmic impulse came through to you, brainwaves glowed away in dark soul night and the bodies died. Thus your soul in the ram age entered the realms of dying, the I-addiction and the materialism.
The philosophy served to have power over others. The ethics of tactic and strategy for reaching of personal aims replaced sympathy and esteem, and thus every knowledge about the unit of all things. The service at the low one was forgotten. Each tried to make the next one to be subject of itself. Even in your personal- and love-relationship you took over it. Self-control became the domination over others. Power for the life turned into power over the life and opened all of you an enormous experience field of impotence and powerlessness. Than not only victims were without power, also perpetrator and ruler drank from this cup. The ALL -ONE-BEING became to loneliness and solitude for all.
Knowledge became rule-power. The skill of warfare conquered the king houses and churches and you split into two camps. Some of you put down the vow of poverty, in order to protect themselves against "the temptations" of world and to take refuge in God. The other part sold their souls and closed "pacts with the devil ", in order to increase wealth and power on earth. You all separated from God and thus from YOURSELF. But nobody was safe, because the distribution of power on churches and king houses subjected all.
Summarized your vow of poverty read: "I am a poor, unworthy and godfearing creature. I don¥t have to expect anything as the sky or the hell. "Your vow of trade: "I sacrifice my soul for the brilliancy of the world. I don`t have anything to expect as the sky or the hell. "Truly powerful decisions and invocations of the victims and the perpetrator, which led your all lives into further depths. The essence of the two: "I am imprisoned! "and "I want to have! "- are unredeemed aspects of your body life and redeem aspect of your spirit, because it was actual imprisoned in space, time and body and wanted to have the experience of the deep abyss. You see, you can turn and turn like you want: each negative experience on earth was a harvest in the spirit.
The noble architectures became manifestation of your thoughts and feelings in ram age. Beside ruler-palaces arose prisons, beside inauguration-temples torture chambers, beside elaborate jewels weapons and torture tools. Wars, murder and imprisonment became legitimate means to acquisition and preservation of power, which had appeared important to survive, the more the divine love was extinct in your hearts.
The end of ram-age marks the lowest point of the sun run. The nadir walked ahead the last soul winter month. Here happens the compression of all reached, hold out in the alive darkness and preparation of the coming in the depths of your hearts and cells. Now the first envoy of the high spirit appeared on earth, in order to put its crystalline seed into the dark soil. Gautama Buddha, as representatives of mental intelligence, came and showed you by contemplation and moderateness the direction to your center - and thus to your lost love.
Pisces age (birth Christi - 2000 p.c.)
The turning back of the sun run braught back the spiritual light, which had diminished steadily since the atlantic summer. Sinking forces of decay became ascending forces of refinement. First mental rays hit into the areas of deepest human blindness.
In this soul night appeared Jesus, the "humans-fisherman". Jesus, an alive light of sympathy, shows you the gate to your hearts by love and forgiveness - and thus to the lost wisdom. He put the crystalline sparks of spirit during the turning back of the sun run into your hearts. That mysterium of your life, which you had hidden during your descent, was veil and petrify, returned in him alive to you. He said: "I AM THE DIRECTION, THE TRUTH AND THE LIFE. "
I AM - I am the cosmos and the spirit
I AM the DIRECTION - I am the descent and the ascent
I AM the TRUTH - I am the darkness and the light
I AM the LIFE - I am the body and the earth
He said by this also:
"I AM YOU "and "YOU AM I ".
But it should take still two thousand years, before you recognize this.
First he came as dead-light, as light at your soul-grave, as
crystalline light, which should illuminate the coming darkness. Ten
thousand years after the flood, which had separated the male and female
spirit and pulled away from the earth,these two came back for a short
time in the natures of Jesus and Maria Magdalena. But you couldn¥t
recognize them. For a too long time you lived in separation and
darkness. Their light dazzled you to much. These power was too foreign
for you, which gives without to require, which loves without asking
after the origin, which had sympathy also for the murderer and the
hangman. And in such a way the same happened as in the age of libra.
Again there were those, which strove for the eternal life for itself
and walked across the corpses of others. A high spirit, which offered
you in this dark time wisdom and entrance to all creator realms, was
not a guarantee for LOVE and SYMPATHY on earth. In contrary, who did
not have heart warmth in itself in this time, became able to enormous
coldness and grey. Because if the white of the divine light pairs
itself with inner darkness, the darkness increases in the immeasurable.
And exactly it happened that the spirit of light found the death at the
cross and the spirit of darkness unchain its wars now in the name of
God and in honours Christi. The stations of his life and dying shows
you the direction. You went the same way after him. He showed you the
course, gave to you its Christ-light on your way and left you again.
Also the last anchors, which the Christ strengthened in you, have
destroyed you, when the church banished the knowledge around rebirth
and angel-present. From now on there was no hope on a better life, no
hope for comfort, protection and guidance, no hope that the angels of
God precede you - no perspectives, no light on the horizon.
The time of heretic and inquisitores had to follow. Often you descended
to earth, in order to radiate crystalline consciousness and its
message: "Light and darkness are one. They come from the heart of God
and return there."
With it threaten you the bottom pillar of the human domination, which
separated light and darkness from each other, in order to keep upright
power and dependence. But never you came and went in vain, because your
appearance kept the indelible myth of life awake. So with each life you
have, which ended on the pile, you kindled the sparks of the
Christ-love. "Blessed are the mental poor, because their is the kingdom
of heaven", and there were always the innocent lambs, which were
slaughtered.
And when you put your body dress down, then you didn¥t shy, next time
to slip into the role of the traitor and hangman. Because deeply in
you, you always knew: "Light and darkness are one. They come from the
heart of God and return there. "Only on earth you had forgotten this
every time".
You slipped into all garbs of the Jesus and the Judas and let
impregnate your cell tissue of these two energies. You have done all
experiences of descent and ascent, light and darkness, love and fear,
joy and hate in you. Exactly for this reason you were so terribly
confusedare at the end of time. And exactly for this reason you became
mature.
Grave silence in the heart in darkness as well as God distance leads
you into crusades, inquisitions and wars. Your mankind-spirit had
experienced in preceding ages so massiv darkening, that in this age of
pisces any form of nonsense, insanity and madness stepped physically
into appearance (Breughel pictures).
Blindness of spirit and torpidity of feelings made possible world-wide
emergency and cruelty. Peoples pulled against each other and
exterminated each other. Humans were not any more Master of itself.
EVERYTHING had died in it, NOTHING had stayed. The big task of soul was
to endure wrong and pain simply, holding out in darkness, to descend as
victim and perpetrator in desolation and unkindness, to die in it - and
in all that to develop the crystalline love in the own heart. This was
a tremendous task, and you went to your limits - and beyond that.
After the poverty- and trader-vow now a third developed: the vow of
warrior and hermit, who likewise absolved themselves of money and
power, as of God and comfort. Its vow reads: "I am not from this world.
I fight for the tears of the others. I don`t want anything for me. I am
a warrior of life. "Its essence is: "I am not!" and "I don`t want!"
He is neither victim nor perpetrator. He is a creator, that fights
against the creation, against wisdom and mysteries, against duality and
the spirit of time. He fights against the female nature in everything
and is even nevertheless deeply a healer. But he doesn`t recognize
itself yet. He fights openly or covers with itself, for and against
others. The basic forces of his fight are abyss-deep hate - and
infinite love (knight of the board round).
Body and moral of mankind sank into not foreseen depths of ignorance,
abuse and dependence. All noble-mindedness in war and fight became with
the time cruelty and greed, to physical-spiritual-mental low-level,
aging, decay and mortality. Collective degeneration made no difference
between victims and perpetrators, subjugated and rulers, poorhouses and
palaces. All were ill, everywhere was suffered, killed and died.
Foreign rules of warriors and soldiers of your society was reflected in
bacteria, viruses and cancer cells of your bodies.
Present the deepest, coldest winter, in which you sit in-snowed and cut
off from the external world in your room. The stores of food, warmth
and light run low, the atmosphere get always more depressed. You are
tired and many of you ill and despaired. You didn¥t know, can only hope
that the spring comes soon. But you didn¥t see any signs for it.
At the end of age the world was so full of darkness, that it needed a
further Judas-service, in order to draw the sunk feeling-forces from
the deepest life- and earth-areas to the surface. Hate, greed and
anxiety, bitterness and insidiousness, subjungation and confusion were
conjured up in world-wide measure at the beginning of the Second World
War.
If Jesus with love and forgiveness had introduced the dark age, then
you have finished it with quiet and expiation. At the beginning, like
at the end of the eons, it is about becoming pure of spirit and the
refinement of humans. The chosen people crucified the sky at the
beginning and the earth at the end.
The beginning crucified the light: Jesus. The end crucified the
darkness: The earth and its mankind. The duality embodies itself in its
contrasts. Once each power is at course and both draw on Çthe same
cord'. In it she find her - and you yours - exhaustion, fulfilment and
the end.
The mankind had choose to follow the crystalline light. You kindled the
spark in all your hearts. The age of darkness is past. In the turn of
the year to the third millenium your alive Christ-spirit arised
finally. Nothing more isn¥t in your way to light-becoming on earth. The
seeds of crystalline love in your hearts are germinated, and with many
of you the star-seed already brought out considerable plants.
Many among you are however still caught in the inheritance of this
darkness, in the complex of quiet and expiation, of perpetrator and
victim, of rule and subjugation. Each soul has the 6,000 year old soul
winter in its cell memory. Each soul played, through-lived and
through-suffered ALL roles. Each particular of you made ALL
experiences. You have in your cells all memories and energies of times,
countries and races.
Now an enormous disorientation rises in you in transition to the
crystal age, since light and darkness flow together on earth. You want
to be light and feel only darkness in you. You want to be free and feel
imprisonment on all levels. You want to be healthy and creative and
feel nevertheless deeply ill and redundantly. What can you do, here and
now at the end of time and at the beginning of the new world?
It is very simply and difficulty at the same time, but it is the only
way: Honour the darkness in yourself and in the world. Affirms
everything that was, which is and which will be. Open your heart and
let ALL streams and energies freely flow. The age of watercarrier is
the first spring month of the souls. Automatically your bodies were
healed, your souls redeemd from the darkness, and your spirit becomes
free. It happens automatically. You have only to open you for it and
allow this change.
Let loose, in love and forgiveness of yourself and opposite of all
other. Do you think back of the wars, perhaps you can designate
persons, circumstances and aspects of quiet - however... can you do it
really? .... and didn`t you have been itself? ... and where does it
lead you? Release your close terrestrial view, which has two eyes, but
sees nothing true.
Open the one eye of spirit, direct your attention toward your heart and
permits your field of vision to extend. Become conscious of this small
cutout in your history for thousands of years. Assumes that the history
of all your feelings is only one episode of your soul and a small step
of your spirit. Give you deeply the absolution, which can give you only
to yourself - and rest from the long way.
Cosmic spring
Aquarius Age
The watercarrier-age is the beginning of desired spring. Still if the
darkness in your world conglomerates and rebells against the change up,
so the fusion of the poles already happened. The darkest hours are
those before the sunrise. It is their last rearing up before the
exhaustion and fulfilment.
Out of terrestrial areas the knowledge of the past flows to you. The
old books were again opened up. The stone became word, and the word
became spirit. Old pictures and writings emerged. Locked areas of the
temples, pyramids and libraries opened and give free its secrets. Lost
knowledge returns to you, locked wisdom ascends from your cells.
The past returns to you and open their field to you, in which is your
power and abuse, your wisdom and quiet, your elevation and the old
pride of the priests, which you was once. The atlantic inheritance
returns to you.
Out of spiritual areas the knowledge of the present flows to you. Your
true origin and nature opens and your present ligted up. It is that
nature of undivided spirit in undivided time and undivided space. It
flows in your cell-structures and meets the again-awaking old
knowledge. God climbs down, as humans ascend or: The spirit descends,
as the body ascends.
In it you create your future, which is one with your past and present.
Your future is the crystal, which is one with light and darkness. You
decide for yourself, whether you allow this transzendation of your
life. In that you bear a new planet, a new universe and a potential,
which existed never before. You bear together with all that, which you
once hated, fighted again and killed.
Christ Emanuel
that once crucified and returned alive LIGHT said 2002:
"The watercarrier pours the refreshing water of life on the flaming
earth. He baptizes the mankind in the name of God and prepares the
ascent into the light spheres, as this John the Baptist directed once.
He releases you from coldness and darkness of the soul winter and leads
your soul - matured in strains and internal fight- into the ascending
forces of divine spirit."
The revolutionary forces of creative spirit change your bases of life
at the beginning of spring, turn around them, in the small and big one.
Which was true so far, does not be true any longer now. Which descended
once, ascends now. Which killed so far, now the life creates.
This is the time of largest internal and outside unrests, because the
ascending human darkness from 6.000 winter years meets now in high
power the down-flowing mental light. This is a time of grandiose
circulations, which in-works into the deepest cell-tissue of your human
bodies and let no stone of your old life building on the other one.
If you embark to the old darkness and the new light, if you realy be
OPEN, then will you experience the transition in large joy and power
and codesign, although often in unexpected and rapidly movements.
Souls, whose maturity-degree does not correspond to these requirements
yet, will make further experiences of darkness: illness, quiet,
powerlessness and despair. They will create and experience these,
because they believe in nothing else as darkness.
You are those awakenings, whose loving assistance unfolds in this time
a big power. This refines the cosmos in its whole - in human perception
not to see. Indeed, the time has been coming, then lambs and wolves
want to drink together from a well.
Mother Mary
2004 gave this message to those among you, which are still fighting:
"Loved nature, there are two cosmic oceans at the end of time. One is
the ocean of your tears which aren¥t weept. The other one is the cosmic
ocean of your life, that Origin-ocean of your beeing. Today take place
on your ocean and look on the water. Look into the widths. Look only,
do nothing.
A sister will come, a priestess of light and she will bring you their
message. It reads: "Whenever you fought, you haven`t cried. Whenever
you cried, you did`t fight."
And so the warrior of live didn¥t find his end under the blade of his adversary, but on the ocean of his own tears.
Love YOURSELF
in infinite tenderness and attention,
in which God loves you
Then you can¥t different betwenn friend or enemy
and realy love your next
- like yourself
In love and deep respect for all of you I am with you, indeed.
I am Saint Germain.
And I am Sabine
in love and sympathy for the healing processes,this lesson will release
in you.Send the dark waves to me, which appear to you too much.
So is it!
General information
Paint own pictures to the subjects, write own stories and - the market
offers nowadays a range of favorable and good devices for amateurs -
make own sound-recordings of the meditation-texts and burn CDs. Notice
your own voice and style, be courageous and become still more
courageous. Listen to yourself. It is beautiful to listen oneself and
by this coming nearer to yourself.
Take attention to these exercises the direction in the DESCRIPTION OF SEMINAR under point "C. your proceeding ".
All materials, texts and exercises are given here to your own
responsibility. The authors are responsible for no consequences. Do
only the exercises, which you are going conformable with. Deeply
nothing can happen, what harms you, but can it quite occur that you do
the one or others "hell-travel" on your breath-journeys. If you stay
opened and allow this, you will always arrive in "sky" in the end. So
have confidence, if it shakes you vehement.
I am with you, whenever you proceed to do these topics.
I am St.Germain.
All exercises and reflections,
which we would like to recommend to you here, you find also in the
preceding lessons. Here we give you some deepening references to the
Atlantic inheritance, its meaning in your life and the processing,
and/or release of this complex.
Which we call here "the Atlantic inheritance ", is the duality of your
physical life with all their ways gone up to the outermost point of
your life-cross and the hermetic separation of the poles, which you
furnished in the course of time. Indeed you ladled out the variations
of all light and all darknesses, often went to the outermost limits of
the VIABILITY - and beyond that. It leds to the fact that you finally
have forgotten the CENTER - your SPIRITUAL HEART, which isn¥t dual,
isn¥t light, isn¥t darkly and not separated.
Indeed, the time to finish this (heartless) play is mature!
Put in the perception of your own duality and the separation, which you
put in your life between LIGHT and DARKNESS, this time your special
attention on the topics:
1. Religion and politics - the Jesus Judas principle, the
perpetrator-victim-principle, the quiet-expiation-principle, the
above-below-principle, the judgement-damnation-principle
-
Feel you as a victim, then also an perpetrator is hidden in you.
-
Do you love Jesus, then also Judas in you want to be loved.
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Feel you guilty today, then you expiate therein an old quiet.
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Feel you in the human hierarchy dependent from someone (below), then
this is possible only by the fact, that there is a power in you, which
for its part controlled others (above is) and it also would keep this.
-
Do you judge you and others, you can do this only by reason of your own internal (spiritual) damnation.
2. Body and psyche - the symptom-psyche-principle, the illness-domination- principle, the quiet-proud-complex, the anxiety-aggression-complex
- A physical symptom is identical to the wound of soul, which beated the ego.
- In your illness you are controlled likewise by others, as you exert dominance over others by your illness.
- You can only feel quiet if pride is in you. Dark or light pride is in you, as long as you carry quiet with you.
- Likewise this is with the pairs anxiety-aggression and confusion-control. One is only possible because there ist the other one
3. Meeting with humans in everyday life - the mirror (or resonance-) principle, the redeemer-principle
- The mirror- (or resonance-)principle leads you always to
humans, who function exactly the same, act and reacts like you. The
only difference is: they do it open and you do it hidden. That means:
everything that is brought to you from outside, shows you the actualy
level of your hidden forces and movings. Such meetings you show your
dualy life-situation, your bounding, your connections and entanglements
- which ONLY YOU can solve, indifferently as many other humans (and
which)are involved in this situation. In this case the other help
(opponent, meeting) you to recognize and release somewhat.
- The
redeemer-principle lead you to humans, who need your help, exactly the
assistance, support and love, you can give them. Such meetings show you
your independence, redeemer-power and radiation, your connection with
the mental areas of life. In this case you help the other (opponent,
meeting), to recognize somewhat an to redeemit.
Your at present dominant radianton draws in both cases (which can
change from moment to moment) respectively this (or they) other humans.
Realization and decision:
The words "principle" and "complex" mean: a pole cannot exist without
the other one, neither in the unredeemed nor in the redeemed area. For
which of the two poles you always decide - you will get stuck in the
entanglements of the duality.
Reflect, meditate and "brainstorme" about these aspects, so far it affects your life and touchs your heart.
Recognize the recurring cycles, meetings, procedures and movings in
your life and hit a decision to change complexes, principles and
structures.
An effective mental assistance is the booklet or CD "in the crystal-
mountain" - the return of the Atlantic priests, redemption of pride,
quiet and expiation of Sabine Wolf.
Two Meditations
The wall between the light and dark country
All symptoms and illness, all problems, questions and confusion are an
inheritance of old times, spaces, roles, plays and decisions. This
inheritance ascends in this time and would like to redeem itself - in
free flowing.
Continuous symptoms and illness, all problems, questions and confusion
are an indication of blocking the flow-stream. It results from
unipoleness. Unipoleness accepted, loves and looks for the LIGHT - and
did not find it. Unipoleness refuses DARKNESS, is afraid (hates) and
avoids it - and however meets nothing else. With this internal attitude
the powerful body-soul-spirit-channel remains locked and nothing can
off-flow and flow to.
The wall to your physical heart is necessary, in order to keep the
light and the dark blood-stream in your body separated from each other.
Your soul-heart is an area, without separation, and your spirit-heart
is the ONE AREA of the cosmos - infinite.
Your body and your decisions correspond together in reverse proportion.
That means: All separation which you maintain in your feeling (soul)
and thinking (spirit), splits your soul-heart and your spirit-heart,
which are in their nature undivided and unseparated. This
emotional-mental splitting affects to your body-heart and your dual
body-streams and body-mechanics.
Alone in disregard the balance of darkness and light, perpetrator and victim, Judas and Jesus you split your hearts and bodies.
With EVERYTHING you can split and break your heart - and - EVERYTHING
can you heal with the heart, equalize, loosen and answer. It be
nothing, which you didn¥t be able to loosen with the heart - the other
way round: There is no other tool than the heart, which can be used for
the complete solution of your questions and for the liberation of your
symptoms and illnesses.
But this heart must be COMPLETE - unsplitted. It must flow freely
between light and darkness. It must be allowed to love: Jesus and
Judas, perpetrator and victim, healer and warrior, the radiating light
and the naked horror. Want you to open to this... ?
We will beginn here and now the opening, stabilization and
crystallization of your hearts, will activate your crystalline
structures and crystalline expansion. Trusts the process and all
accompaniments. Breathe, are and stay open. So you can use this tool,
your crystall-heart, very soon, very conscious and very intentionaly,
when, where and how always it will be necessary.
We are with you.
We are Yerushua Sananda and archangle Michael
A Meditation to the heart-septum
Couch relaxed, breath deep and go with your attention into your heart.
Imaginate you are floating through the muscle-wall of your heart in the
inside and notice this large, shared area of the light and the darkness.
Feel the untiring pulsating and flowing in the service of light and
darkness in your body-life. Let all thoughts flow freely, coming and
further-pull, become internally empty. Look arround in your heart,
imaginate it simply or let come in those pictures and feelings, which
would like to go now into your consciousness.
Breathe deep and relax (into the belly) out and in and open your heart
far. Allow, that during this meditation, during this healing-sleep,
during this phase of your mental birth all old energies of your body
sink into the ground and the body-area opens so far, that the
Theta-waves of spirit can flow through it.
Imaginate a Country, through a wall runs - a high, infinitely long
wall, which separates the country in two halves. You are sitting above
- on the crown of this wall and you can look from there out to the
left, into a beautiful light landscape. Light, joy and security breathe
here and ensure the growth of all natures.
And if you turn your view to the other side, you see a dark country.
Darkness prevails here in the ground, in the water and in the air -
horizonless, because you cannot see in the darkness, where the country
ends and the sky begins.
Sit on your wall - completely relaxed - breathe deep. Let everything
be, how it is, and return completely to yourself. Arrive completely in
the center of your heart.
"I AM HERE and NOW COMPLETE."
Allow, that all feelings, which ascend in you in this situation can flow freely.
Close your eyes, sitting on the wall, and feel to both sides. Feel the
aura of the light landscape, feel the warmth of the sun, which shines
here, on your skin and in the heart. Sense the clarity of spirit, which
blows here, the alive vibration of natures, which live here, grow and
flourish.
Feel the warmth and the wideness of the landscape. Hear its sounds of
love and life, the sounds of joy, singing and laughing. Feel the
country in the sunshine with your whole body, with all pores, cells and
flow-streams.
Feel the landscape of light in your heart and notice, that you are with
it in perfect resonance. Between you and the country is beginning an
exchange, a communication, and a to- and fro-swinging and a wandering
of feelings, energies and essences.
Breathe deep out and in and let develop this country absolutely in your
life. Receive it and all its natures in yourself. You notice, how with
each breath pulsating a part of this landscape flows into you - melt
with you and becomes one.
Width, sun illuminated mountains and forests, meadows with multicolored
flowers, trees and fruits, lively flowing rivers and brooks are now in
you - and you simply continue to breathe.
Make the internal decision to turn you now also to the other side, to
look from the wall-crown now over the dark country, an simply allow,
what you see and feel.
Notice, that from the ground ascending darkness life made desolate.
Nowhere grows and flowers somewhat, no life-pulse is to be felt.
Darkness ascended from the ground and the watercourses became a swamp,
became astreamlet or tormenting drouth.
Notice, that the darkness of behind the horizon floats over the country
and covers it with nebulas of confusion and horror. Even the darkness
of the sky, the firmament, does not shine anywhere - any connection to
the spiritual life seems suffocated.
Sit on your wall, close your internal eyes and return to yourself.
Breathe deeply, open your heart again, then it may have closed itself
in the meantime a little. Permit, what was, what is and what will be.
Once more widen you and say:
"YES"
"YES,also this country am I."
"YES,also this country is in me and may be in me."
Width you, stretch you out - of the center of your heart up to the horizon - and beyond that.
And in such a way your pores and your ears open. And in such a way you
hear and feel the dark country, notice the murmur of the hiding, the
whimper of the hurt ones and the voices of the darkness - the voices of
the anxiety and the imprisonement, but also those of the warrior and
the dark rulers.
You feel the dried country in your throat - the swamps in your viscera
- the anxiety in your stomach - the pain in your heart - and
nevertheless you allow, that also this country communicates with you.
You open yourself also to this country and let flow your heart-love -
not to illuminate the darkness, not to heal the landscape, but to
receive also this dark landscape in yourself.
Allow, that with each breath a wave of darkness flows to you - directly
into your loving heart - and ennoble there. Allow the dark landscape,
with you, through you and in you getting in motion.
And during this happens, the wall, you are sitting on, begins slowly
fall to pieces, to silt up and pull down themselves. With each breath,
which you dedicate the light and the dark landscape, the wall fades,
loses density and height. And finally you are sitting on the ground -
on the boundary line - exactly between these two landscapes. Now darkness can flow over there into the country of light,
and light into the country of darkness.
Now love can flow to anxiety and anxiety to love.
Now hate can flow to sympathy and sympathy to hate.
Now can - truly aggression flow to joy and joy to aggression,
war to peace and peace to war.
And by allowing this, you feel, that a dance develops, an eddy-dance,
which becomes always faster, stronger, frolicsomer - and big dark waves
pulsate over there in the light and big light waves over there flow
into the darkness. And deeply in you pain and joy dance in a way never
known.
The eddy becomes always faster, always louder the dance of light and dark voices.
Less and less you can notice and differentiate between individual natures.
More and more changes the nature of the poles.
More and more merge the forces in your heart.
More and more changes the world around you - and in you.
So two separate landscapes again become ONE and your life becomes TRUTHFUL.
So develops the CRYSTAL in fusion of darkness and light.
So happens the transformation of life and worlds,
during you are simply only there
and allows it.
So it is.
www. Kristallmensch.de Sabine Wolf Hannover, the 3th February 2007