We want to speak adequately about the issues of death and dying, especially about homicide and suicide. We want to take you to a new understanding about these issues that were so far only filled with pain and fear. We want to look with you at what goes before and what lies behind, want to take a look behind the veils, which you chose not to see through for so long – and finally no longer were able to see through. But here and now, at your end of time and your beginning of time, they lift by themselves.

What happens at your inner levels before a Spirit Being flows inside of your body – is born – and flows out again – dies? We want to look with you at these connections and feel how they affected your life through the veil. We would like you to come with an open heart and you will realize things, you did neither want nor could realize so far.

However, only a very simplistic way of describing all these worlds, beings, dimensions and events will be possible for us, yet it will be clear enough to comprehend - if you so chose!



What we call practice, is truly a very deep transformational training. The practice and reflections are this time hidden within the text itself. The task lies within what is being said. The solutions lie within your own reflection and in the tears that may flow, in your own moments of relief and understanding, which will open the gates of your energetic body wide and allow in the fresh Spirit of the New Earth. Note perhaps what was said in Lesson 1.

(Please note: death is the event, DEATH is the entity, the father of death and guardian of the bodily life)




There is a long path before birth on Earth, as it is no human, that is living in a body, but a powerful, wise and superior being of cosmic consciousness. This being separates a part of itself, which travels to Earth. On it’s way, it adjourns itself into a soul community in order to receive the fundamentals of the earthly connection (which are foreign to the Spirit) to take in the human experiences of the ages. Here in this Over-Soul room, it splits itself again and sends a part of itself, a soul, into a body-room.

The path of your Spirit into an incarnation on Earth is long. It leads through many dimensions and time-spaces, in which you leave parts of yourself behind, you station them there. On the one hand, you are splitting yourself manifold on this path, yet on the other hand, through this splitting and parting, you are also connected to an immense number of entities. You see, in the Spirit realm, separation does not mean division and bisection, but merging and expansion.

The act of procreating your body happens a long time after the start of your journey to Earth. It involves yet more parting and splitting from the Soul- and Spirit-rooms, which leads you into a massive compression of your body, leading it into ridgidification and solidification.

This splitting up truly is more like a separation than a merging or an expansion. It is a very painful experience of your Spirit-Soul-Being, leading you to the total oblivion of your origin. This separation is the death of your true life – for a long time. The distance between your left- behind- Spirit and your descended, lower Spirit, which became human, is now huge. The borders, veils and membranes, which lay between you and YOUR SELF are impermeable – and the “cycles of the seven years” of your human life, make them ever more dense. (see also Lesson 14)

At your birth on Earth, you do not bring your complete Spirit Being, but only a very small portion of it. It slips via the soul into the body and becomes a human – you. With this allocation – the smallest part goes to Earth the largest stays in the Spirit realm – you ensure the complete guidance of your life. Nothing, absolutely nothing can go wrong! Coincidence is what (your) Spirit throws at you or on your path when the time is ripe for it. Then it falls into your lap here on Earth – or into your hands or in front of your feet or perhaps even on your head!
The death of the physical body is a stopgap. However it is chosen may thousand of times, as long as Spirit cannot find another way to leave. You could compare death to the de-boarding of a train, which brakes have failed. Death is a saviour from affliction, helping the deeply descended Spirit to ascend, he is a gate-opener. Whenever you went too far, DEATH came and liberated you with is electric love-shock from your magnetic body-jail.

Death is the insurance of your eternal life. He is the gate of return of the emigrated Spirit after finishing the goal of that particular episode on Earth. Death was a stopgap, which gave your descended Spirit the opportunity to ascend again, after you separated so deeply from your family and home that the connection tore or the possibility arose that it could never be activated again.

The death of the body is the reverse function of birth. The entrance in the body has for a long time been as complicated, painful and intricate as the exit. But now, this is becoming easier and much more joyful. The death of the body was never the end goal of the Spirit. It was absolutely not it’s goal, to return to the Spirit realms after walking in human form. Dying was for a long time only an in-between goal, an ok stopgap, which made the long-term project of your Spirit possible, which was to embody itself on Earth. The end goal is to create a body, which is wide, and light enough to allow all the left behind parts of the Soul- and Spirit realms to follow. The true goal is the embodiment and expansion of Spirit on Earth – the spiritualization of the planet.

Whenever a human dies, a cosmic entity returns to the Spirit realms and then – goes back to Earth. It will do that for as long as it takes to be immortal in a human body. Because not on your way back into the Spirit realm are you merging and melting with all of the left behind parts of yourself, but only here on Earth. And so, one day you will no longer go back to them, but pull them to you. One day, you will pull all of your bits and pieces of yourself to you. That will be the day when you totally and completely arrive on Earth. On this day, the Higher and the Lower Spirit in your body will melt and merge – and you awaken in Spirit. Spirit awakens in you. On this day, Spirit and body melt and this will be the beginning of the second Crystal Age.


Before you start out from your higher form of Spirit into the lower form of the body, you take a general decision for a life on Earth and many decisions for your path. One of the most important decisions is the question of the exit from that life and the circumstances and kind of that death. At the bottom of the answer to that question lie all the experiences, specific forces, wishes and characteristics, Spirit collected in other lives and dimensions. The conclusion is always a very finely tuned, harmonizing and balancing adjustment of all influences of all dimensions.

This is never only about ones own concerns, yet it is for and about all participating cosmic entities and humans on Earth. The death of the one concerns the All. Because as bitter as the parting may be, as ghastly as the manner may appear – everything, that happens on Earth are gifts to give each other. These are Jesus- and Judas-services, which open the realms of Lucifer as well as those of Christ. To accept this is your greatest challenge and most difficult task. On this, you work through many lifetimes, many millennia. For this task, you keep going back to Earth, descend time and time again to experience the love of death and the wisdom of dying.


With the intent and clearance for the birth on Earth, only a small part of the Spirit Being is embodied. This part slips via the soul into the body and becomes a human being. This division ensures the complete guidance of this human.

From the moment of incarnation, we use the terms of descended, Lower Spirit, and left behind, Higher Spirit. High and low is not good or bad, yet fast and slow- regarding the frequencies of your breath of life and your cell nucleuses. During childhood, the Lower Spirit turns into a lively Ego-Spirit, taking breath and frequency up to full speed. Later, when it does not want to let go, even though, the time is ripe, it becomes a nuisance – now slowing down breath of life and frequency, bringing you down to hit the only possible rock bottom. Exactly to the point where DEATH can collect you.

Before you descend, it was allotted, who had the power of decision to the various issues in that lifetime. All important decisions of life and death on Earth are taken from the Spirit realm. This happened once before incarnating and also happens as daily updates during incarnation. Even though, the life flows in unexpected ways (even for the planning Spirit) – otherwise you would all just be marionettes – it is always corrected, protected and guided as you want to stick with the original plan. Yes, there is free will, yet it is not limited to the Ego and it’s narrow view of the world. It is the free will of all your fractioned parts and entities of your multidimensional personality, is the collective will of all your times and ages, all of your realms and secondary realms.

Similar to a political council, you are made of different boards, that hold certain votes on certain fractions. And even though, your higher Spirit has the overall power, your little nuisance (Ego) can plague it by constantly saying “No” or “Yes, but…”.

Not ever is your Ego able to cause the death of the body, not even in its most desperate sick- and- weary- of- life times. Not even when body and soul agree! Such an ultimate decision is top priority. Only the Higher Spirit will and can take that final decision. And here, it can plague the little Spirit (Ego) by NOT letting it die.
However, this alone ensures that every death on Earth, every manner of death and every time of death are NOT the moods of nature, coincidences, lust to kill or intentions for suicide of the Ego, but only the will and consciousness of your cosmic Spirit. Every death, like every birth, is an act of love and wisdom. And this is so at all times of war and peace, no matter where you are.


We will paint some situations of everyday life, which may deepen your understanding of a political council:

Being weary of life: Just assume, you are in a desolate situation. Your Ego does no longer want to live, does no longer want to decide. It does not want to let go neither of body nor of soul. It does not want to release control nor fear. It does not want help from anybody. A shift in the earthly life seems impossible and you freeze, you are within a grey zone. The lower Spirit says, “I don’t want to live any more. It makes no sense. I want to die”. The soul on the one hand is tortured by the stranglehold of the Ego, suffering from it’s thought poison. On the other hand, the soul is the mediator between the Lower and Higher Spirit. She passes this information up and is happy to leave as well to become free of the bodily torture chamber.

Even though, the Higher Spirit is farthest away from the arena of this war, it is it that decides over life and death, as it is its life. It wanted this life. It decides if it is still worth wile and promising or not. It feels less than Ego and Soul, yet it sees, knows and wants more than them. It risks more and endures more. Therefore, the Ego does not get clearance to exit, for death. Instead, the Higher Spirit sends impulses into its earthly life, a new hope, new power, a sudden shift.

Now the small Ego, stubborn and pig- headed as it is, can try as much as it wants to commit suicide. It can go to the most dangerous of places on this planet to perhaps get whacked by somebody. It can throw itself into the crocodile enclosure of the zoo or in front of a train. It can buy itself a huge and fast motorcycle like Sabine ( Sabine: cheeky talk, telling my secrets, Monsieur insists on leaving this in!) did it in her phase, and subconsciously hope to find a back door to leave. It is not gonna work! To the contrary, with every new attempt to suicide, the spiritual bodyguards double and triple. Why? Well, too much has already been invested into this body to just let it die. It has become of such high value that Spirit would rather wait, operate and distress – in the hope, the human will waken up, because that is what the High Spirit cannot do by itself!


Enjoying life: Another human, maybe the neighbour, is at his best in his life. He rides on a wave of fortune and success, earns like never before. He is every body’s darling, mostly the women’s. He enjoys life to the full. Nothing seems further than the thought of death. Yet still, sudden and unexpected, his funeral is taking place. What happened? The Higher Spirit took away its breath and pulled him back. There are many good reasons for that: the gift of pain and bewilderment for the bereaved, challenges for their feelings, thoughts and decisions. Earthly justice has indeed little to do with cosmic order and spiritual balance.


Meeting the perpetrator (I): Let’s assume there is a murderer walking about – or should we better say a murderess? Never mind! You meet this human, this Judas, this evil, who has – by your perception – already killed seventeen people. You meet him in a situation, which is typical for his MO, and – you survive. He does not touch you, cannot reach you on his frequency. Yet, you touch him, not knowing who he is. You talk friendly to him. You sense nothing bad, however, you feel great pain and disorientation in his field. You feel a deep compassion for him. You radiate your crystal heart light, as you always do when you leave the house. You see, nothing can happen because you are secure within your loving heart.

Meeting the perpetrator (II): Say, you are not at all secure within your loving heart and don’t want to radiate your crystal heart light, as you think this is all just bogus anyway. Instead, for months, you have engaged in hopeful thoughts about becoming the victim of some murderer. This would solve all your problems in one clean sweep, you would have gotten your back up on the bereaved, yeah, now they can at least cry over you, the debt would be finished with, and the other one just goes to jail, so what, serves him right! What a scenario! And indeed, you meet the longed-for in a dark moment.

Yet, he does nothing, does not kill you. At the most, he will slap your left cheek and walks on. Or worse yet: he starts to talk to you, to console you, to try to rid you of your gloomy thoughts- all of that simply because the High Spirit has not allowed you to pass the death gates, because your Spirit and his had no date. No, dear ones, there are definitely no exceptions and no excuses.


Catastrophes and storms: Of course, it is the same with the most powerful forces of the weather and the Earth. If you are supposed to stay in your body, volcanos may erupt, the Earth may crack wide open, and tsunamis may ravage the lands – YOU WILL LIVE!!

It’s always a question of the resonance between you and the world. And your Higher Spirit decides about that resonance. As matter of fact, the heavens watch over your earthly life until you are welcome back home again.

Edgar Cayce - you call him the sleeping prophet, as he was able at the beginning of the last century to advice people, whilst in trance, on how to heal their illnesses. One day, he wanted to use the paternoster of a skyscraper in Chicago to be taken down onto the ground floor.

At the very last moment, he pulled back his foot and let it go. He had sensed the aura of death.
It had warned- and excluded-him.

The five people in the paternoster had been given clearance to return and had already discarded their aura fields, their breath of life. The paternoster crashed – without him.


In Lesson 16, you met the entities Light Death and Shadow Death. The entity DEATH was brought into remembrance and we looked at the two aspects of duality.



Birth on Earth is death in Spirit. Death on Earth is birth in Spirit. Accept that your life has been repeated a thousand times on Earth. Not repeated as in every time the same way, but repeated as in eternal re-incarnation, death, re-incarnation, coming and going. Just to carry on and to finally reach your goal. Imagine, you had 1000 bodies, 1000 just to have an even figure, maybe you were here 600 times, maybe 70.000. Imagine, you chose 1000 different enterings into the body – 1000 different ways of birth, 1000 different times, places, rooms, 1000 different paths and life spans, 1000 different tasks and circumstances.

And finally 1000 different deaths, 1000 opportunities to exit the body, to return home. 1000 ways home, back into your eternal life, you have walked. Let’s take a look at just some of your entries into the earthly life. You will see how little birth and death differ.

The introduction may have been the birth, which was very normal. After nine months of happy pregnancy, of well-being for your mother and pleasant anticipation of your father, you were born as a longed for and loved child. Well, that sounds very boring, though. Let’s see, what else we have…

Another time, you weren’t welcome. Your foetal development was difficult, filled with energies of fear, resistance and refusal. Your body grew within a field of self-hatred and guilt, your mother carried. She fed you with feeling- and thought poison and you took all of these on.

All attempts of your soul, to have your mother taste your love, failed. And so you came three months early, because she split herself from you, didn’t want to carry you any longer. Strangers kept you alive with the help of machines and instruments and finally released you into a world of indifference and powerlessness. The very world, you chose before departing home.

Another time, you did not want to leave that warm womb. You refused to slip out. The feeling that you had taken on too much in this life had become stronger and stronger. You could not decide – neither going back nor forward. After weeks, you almost drowned in the amniotic fluid before taking your first breath in the hard grip of humans, screaming “NO” through the dimensions.

You came with a severe jaundice, ugly and bloated like a sick toad. And your beloved turned away because they could not believe that this reptilian like child was their longed for babe. The joy of your parents became your pain and defence because you didn’t want to arrive here. You began and led your life with only a portion of your life force energy – many decades you refused your greatest gift. And this, too, was exactly as you wanted it.

Yet another time, you were born in all simplicity and indifference, coming without any resistance – and abandoned. Wrapped in a cloth, put onto the side of the road, because nobody wanted you. From this life, you returned after only a few hours. And this also was exactly as you had planned it to be.

And yet another time, you shared the womb with two brothers. The three of you descended together, flowed in, nestling together, sharing each movement and stirring. Yet, as you began to grow, you started to fight for the space in the mother’s womb. One day, it was decided, the strongest should stay and the weakest should leave. Two of you crushed the third and expanded in the breath, you took from him, into the space he gave free. And so, you slipped out first, watching out for the brother, who came a while after you – and no longer lived either. You created at the very beginning of this life time a consciousness of guilt und loss, separation and death, incompleteness and abandonment. Dark forces, you wanted to keep until your earthly death.


You see, every birth is not the same. Every entrée is a unique event, prepared for a unique path, following a unique decision of your Spirit. During your foetal development, you experience the essence of your life-to-come as a short summary. Long before birth, you set up this life and made experiences, you could not make any other way. And so, sometimes the foetal phase was enough for one lifetime. You experienced thousands of things, which made the flame of your heart blaze thereby honing your life crystals, facet by facet.



Let’s look now at different exits from the bodily life – different gates, which you already formed before entering, to later realise their creation and experience them.

We start with the gates, which are normal, pleasant and -from your Ego- dominated perception – seem at least justified. There were lives, you finished yourself. There were lives, where you could not or did not want to do this and so needed the help of others. There have always been entities, who helped to open the gates in order for you to walk through. There were always people who brought you death – seemingly, as we will see….

Let’s look at a life, you wanted to finish through lingering illness. Your Spirit was awake, the body already decayed, full of pain, worth nothing any more. Yet, you could not die for a long time. You feared death immensely and you were clutching at every straw, the ocean of your life would wash up on the shores of your wretched being.

Your family clung to you. Some did not want to let you go out of love, some held onto you in rage, in unatoned pain and demands. All of them supported the agony of your Ego and the body and prolonged your martyrdom - because you wanted it like this. It was not worthless at all. Even within these grey rooms could the crystal of your Spirit be honed and increase its radiation. At some point, your time was up and your Higher Spirit pulled you back. This was the moment when the loving carer helped you to finish this painful live. He handed you the cup, which you wanted to empty, and for that was dragged in front of a judge. Did you ever thank him???

Another time, your life was finished through the guillotine. During this life span, you had finished the life of many, and had taken the possessions of these people, who had, no doubt, called you to them. During your final time, you sat for some months in cold and wet dungeons – chosen after examining your inner and outer life actions. And finally, on a damp November morn at six you lost your head – 1894 in Paris.

And when, after the fall of the blade, your head rolled toward the bawling crowd, which was happy to be rid of you, you heard their bawling suddenly change into spherical harmonics, a symphony of love. Then, you got up, smiled at them – not without malice, though, nodded at the executioner and walked away. After a few steps, you turned around, gave them a wink and said, “we’ll see each other soon”.

Another end of a life was created already within the womb. You got a deep and painful preview of your future life and felt you had taken on way too much. Even this space, in which you had wanted to prepare nine months, was everything but cosy. Right from the start, there seemed to be neither hope nor perspective.

The womb was cold and tight, as you had chosen a mother, laden with pain within a dark situation. At the last moment, you took a decision, which you had planned for weeks: at the day of birth, you strangled yourself with the navel cord and let the dead body slip out into the world. You passed through the gates back into the Spirit realm before passing through the gates to the earthly realm.

Another life, you wanted to finish at the age of seven. You had given everything to the ones, who lived with you, what they had needed and could accept. Seven years you made them happy. They received unconditionally from you and gave you everything, you needed. Then, the page turned. Now, they didn’t want to receive from you, yet wanted to press you into their rules. The moment arrived when you knew from within that you had to return, as your intent and mission was fulfilled. The breath of life became restricted – there was nothing more to do – nothing more to be.

There was only one more thing to gift them with – you’re leaving. Many nights long, you were sending your love into their hearts, in order to soften and open them, as it was a gift of love, which would plunge them into deep pain and sorrow soon. During your waking hours, you knew nothing of this. Yet in your dreams, you always met this beautiful, white-veiled woman, who stretched out her arms to you, smiling. She beckoned you with her lovely countenance and gave you great confidence. In your childish wisdom, you knew it was yourself and that you would follow yourself.

So, one sunny winter morning, you went out into the glistening light and cold, following the rays of the sun. You were immersed in your world, care free and dreamy, a little excited as you sensed this was a special day, that you may meet a wizard today. When the evening came and you became tired, you remembered your home. Yet, you had gone far and could not find the way back. It became dark and you cried a little. Suddenly, the woman in white appeared, laughing, bending down with open arms to receive you. Your heart jumped with joy and you ran to meet her.

The people found your small frozen body only days after. And the white woman stood beside them when they picked it up – emanating her loving warmth into their frozen hearts. But why are we telling you this – you recall, don’t you?





“I had wanted to finish this life by myself, yet something inside of me was in fear. This life had always seemed painful and futile. I was without courage and only half-hearted in everything, I ever did. All hopes and perspectives had disappeared into grey fog. I was happy thinking about the death of my body. It was just a question of how I was gonna do it.

However, there was a being of faint-heartedness inside of me, that was not gonna go to the end of the path. It did not want to fall into it’s darkness, did not want to let go of the high plans of light and growth. This being had stood at the edge of my abyss now for some time.

At some point, I had given up all hopes in my life. Again and again, I tried to better my life. Often, I demanded of others, blamed them and expected that they do for me what I did not want to do for myself. And all the gifts, they gave me, I could not see, could not receive. I worked on my life, nothing should be left to coincidence! And nothing flowed freely either. I had fought for my life and at the same time, I felt my breath becoming weaker, halting. I did not stop, did not rest, put all my energy into things, I believed important. And so, I arrived at the abyss of my life, between the body and the bodiless world and there I stopped.

For a while, I was looking for a bridge or the end of the abyss, so I could cross it. For many days, I walked along side of it, up and down, yet nothing extended itself to me. I didn’t want to jump, as I was fearing to die a horrid death. So, I sat down and waited. I did not know what I was waiting for, that didn’t really matter.

At some point, I realized that nothing changed any more. It didn’t get dark, yet it didn’t become light either. No new pain reached me, yet no old one left either. No demon turned up in my inner world, yet no other being of light either, no redeemer, offering me help.

There was no sound any more, neither the spiteful laughter of the enemies, nor the song of the birds. No in-breath was distinguishable from the out-breath. And so I floated into the grey worlds – no longer living, not yet dead. Yes, shadow life is the same as shadow death. The space between the gates of birth and death had dissolved into grey veils. It had melted away into a space of being nothing. There was no gate to be seen.

I lived and didn’t live, was here and wasn’t here at all. I wanted and didn’t want. The time, which had always run away in my life, which had kept me restless and breathless, all that time had ceased to exist. Every room, of which I had so many in my life that I never found a way or orientation, had fused into one spot, and yet seemed so vast. All of Spirit of which I had so much in my life that I didn’t know how to breathe, all this Spirit had ceased to breathe.

And so, one day, I bought a ticket to fly to a far away country. I wanted to escape from my old life. Leave and start fresh some place else. Yes, these were my earthly thoughts, whilst my Higher Spirit had decided to pull me back, to exit this life, as it had no longer any intentions for this game. It merged with the Divine Spirit of the beloved human, who was going to help me pass through the gate, as I did not want to do this myself.

He wanted to push me over the edge of my abyss, into which I did not want to fall by myself. He wanted to guide me to the other side of my life as I couldn’t find the way myself.

Against all warnings, not to enter this particular field, I walked right into it. As I had always ignored all warnings of other people, I ignored this one, too, as it was now decided to cross the abyss. And so, I stood on the road and waved at him, wanted to be given a ride. And he stopped and took me – helped me out of this grey room of my life. For this, he is now called my murderer on this Earth. And whilst I experience the fulfilment of a deep love, is he plunged into perdition. Whilst I have arrived at my beloved life, is he broken in his heart.

I cannot do anything for him for a long time and so I ask you, who is reading this: have mercy with him, bless him with the love in your heart. Heal him with your love, as I cannot heal any more, I don’t have a body any more. I’m well - take care of him.”


Here, we tell you a story as Sabine experienced it in New Zealand. A woman, let’s call her Britt, is hitch hiking, a guy, let’s call him Mike, stops and gives her a ride. Many hours later, her body is found dead.

What happened at the invisible levels? Where is the sense and where the love? What happened behind the veils? Which decisions were taken? Which message do they give and which challenge do they pose?

No human being can kill another, just like no human can kill itself, as we have explained. Just like you come from a Spirit and Soul community when you enter into a body, you also leave within a community of many participants and dimensions.

The first helper is a demon, a changeable energy- consciousness within the grey astral realms of humanity, which acts independent yet within a higher plan. It emerged eons ago from the feeling-energies with which it will later act: violence, greed, fear, pain and shock. It is a dual energy being: it is both victim and perpetrator.

Therefore, the demon is in resonance with both and can connect both in meeting and act. He possesses the victim with the according energies: fear, powerlessness, disorientation, pain and shock and the perpetrator with the according energies of violence, greed, abandon, yet also power and clarity.
Both people are now radiating their energies, which are bundled and aligned by the demonic forces. They are now attracting each other. They meet at a certain time at a certain place. They cannot miss each other. As agreed, she puts up her thumb and he stops. The demon accomplishes the task together with them. Because it is the will of All.


After the act, the page turns. The victim crossed through the gates, the offender stays behind, alone. The demon let’s go of the victim and stays with the offender. He retreats from the scene if the crime and into the subconscious rooms of the man, to wait for the next assignment. Now, the powers reverse. The act causes the offender, once he has returned to a normal frame of mind, to feel like a victim himself. He feels massive amounts of shock, powerlessness, pain and fear.

Britt was trapped in her body and is now free. Her want to die has been fulfilled. Her life’s darkness turned into Spirit’s light. She is ascended. Mike was fee in his body and now, he is trapped. His will to live has not been fulfilled yet. His life’s darkness turned into obscurity, into a horror. He has descended even deeper.

The offender is stunned. Deep inside of him, he knows: All he wanted was love and be loved. Yet, this seems so absurd now. His shock is quickly taken over by a third energy and pushed into another direction. Now the guilt-and-atonement complex is awakened and possesses him with its powers of shame, guilt, judgement, degradation and perdition. Nobody can pull this grey cloth as heavy over him as himself. And it says: “Your life is destroyed. There is no way out, no redemption, no hope. You don’t have anything to loose now, but your naked life.”

From a spiritual point of view, offenders are creators. They DO something, they do something themselves – for themselves and others and risk their neck here on Earth. They risk their dignity and reputation. Victims are creatures. They let others do for them. If a creature wants to cross through the gate, it can only do this with the help of a creator. Creators and creatures in Spirit are offenders and victims on Earth. Victims are reacting creatures, who’s will to live is low. Offender are acting creators, their will to live is huge.

This elementary power stirs within Mike, he wants to live! This power now radiates from his heart within the diffuse field of all offender-, victim- and guilt- energies. It is the most clear and powerful force inside of him – the counterpart to the victim, who does not want to live any more.

So he, who wants to live, takes flight from the ones, who want to kill him. He takes flight from himself, who realised his life is dangerous for others. The net of his own and all of the dark collective feelings, is getting ever tighter. All horror from all human feelings and ages has come to life within him. On Earth, it does not allow him a way out.
The offender, creator and gate-opener has completely fallen out of his heart. He himself has disallowed all his light- and love forces. He curses himself more than anybody on Earth. He is the last to forgive himself.

Yet still, he wants to live. He flees into the wilderness and hides from any human being. He wants to survive at all cost. This is how, within a short period of time, a creator turns into a wild animal.

Every event on Earth is a flowing exchange of light and dark, of as- and descending powers, of fear and love – a collective acting of all dimensions. Infinite numbers of beings are participating in every earthly happening. All decisions and operations are collectively (under)taken.

The last word, however, lies with the High Spirit of a person, especially if one person is allowed to cross through the gate of death and another is allowed to help them. Crossing the gates is a very important event, not so important is if this happens with or without drama.

On the one hand, the human body is the most precious, the Divine Spirit has created and does not easily give up, yet on the other, every decision with all its consequences brings more and richer experience.

Let’s continue to regard this case. Who is involved before the act, who joins in during, and who leads the time and the space after?

In the physical realms, there are only two people: Britt as the victim and Mike as the offender. She does not want to live any more – he wants to live. She no longer wants to give and receive love – he wants to love and be loved. She is anaemic- he wants her blood and the female essence of it. She is over-saturated from her unwanted live – he is malnourished from the longed for life. She wants to be alone- he wants to melt. She wants to leave – he wants to stay. She gives him a sign – and he stops.

In the energetical realms, there is a demon from the immense Feeling-Horror of the last centuries of humanity. They were built and filled from war, torture, killing, revenge, retribution and fear. Here, the demon was born, here, he fed and became strong. For this moment, he rose, crossed the borders to the bodily dimension and acted there.

He can do what people cannot: he raises the death energy to such an extend that it kills the human body. The demon takes the weak death energies of the victim (not wanting live any more), that hold not enough force to actually die, and the weak death energies of the offender (taking what he needs by force), that hold not enough power to actually kill, onto himself. Both people’s death energies are not enough for one crossing through the gates. They need to be combined and amplified, they need to dance and turn into a powerful spin. Remember our Story Of Creation – whenever you crossed into new realms, you did this spinning, it is the same here.

The demon unites the two people with his own amplified death energies, which he collected during many centuries in the dark ages – concentrated death energy. (Compare: the One Ring in “Lord Of The Rings”). Yet, he himself cannot kill, neither does he have a body to hold the sword, nor does he have the spiritual authority to take a live. He is a helper, a link in the hierarchy of love, acting here. The demon arouses the death energies of the two people, and turns them into a spinning dance around themselves, a vortex at the centre of the act. This is what the offender perceives as intoxication and the victim as paralysis. He transforms stagnant, magnetic death energies into free flowing, electrical love energies and raises the frequencies to the point where they can resolve the dimensional veil and the next level of the hierarchies can take over.

The demon fulfils his duty in the astral realms, which no one can enter during the event. He acts twofold – he is a mediator between the embodied and the spiritual worlds and he also reveals himself through this. His role is a service of love – blessing – and confinement – curse - in one. He emerged from all kinds of curses and serves in this cursed way as a blessing. He cannot get off this cycle of heaven and hell by himself. In this way, this service is his chance to be recognized and with that to be amnestied.

He serves in the way of his nature, he cannot do otherwise. He loves and hates – himself and all others, just like Gollum (“Lord of the Rings”). He wants to be recognized and redeemed. Because his higher nature will – at the end of time- call him back into the light from which he came. Yet, he cannot free himself, as he has no body and no will of his own. He came as a helper of human evolution and, at the end of time, needs the help of aware humans. He descended very deeply to serve the darkness (compare lesson19). As the dark of the human heart created him, so can only the light of the human heart redeem him. Those, who he killed often, will gift him with his life at the end of time.

At the close-to-Earth realms, dark Spirit guides and angels are operating. Three days before the event, the Higher Spirits of the two people involved have given their permission for the crossing of the gate (victim) and the gate opening (offender). Since then, entities from all dimensions and realms are preparing for a harmonic and undisturbed action. As the Spirit realm has decided, on Earth, there is no way back now. Now it will and must happen. Before and during the meeting of victim and offender, these entities are radiating creative powers of stability into their hearts. They place protective forces around their souls and guide these into higher, pain free dimensions, away from the event. There, the souls are secure and can watch the event free of emotion.

Many of you know this state from being in dangerous or near-death situations: time seems to either slow down or speed up, there is an unusual clarity, a deep peace and love, a sure knowing about what needs to be done and what this situation is all about.

The entities are now softly separating the lower dark energies from the higher light consciousness and thus prepare for the release of the Spirit from the body - the cutting of the cord.

In everything they do, they hold a balance to the dark forces, which effects become now magnified. At the very moment of the act, when human darkness and earthly chaos are unleashed in the strongest possible way, the spirit masters and siblings do two things. First, they seal off the space of the event, in order to avoid the spillage of the chaos-energies all over the Earth. Second, they built spiritual canals from this space into many rooms that lay outside, in which the here and now pain-energy can be taken and transformed. We get to that later.

At the climax of the chaos-energies, at the point of the fastest spin, a bolt strikes the event and reverses the forces. It electrifies the magnetic fear-pain-darkness with a gigantic love-flash. This is the moment DEATH appears, takes the victim and ends the earthly drama. The Divine Spirit now takes the delivered sacrifice of human life. It takes over the dance, deactivates the demon and releases him off his duty. A gigantic spiritual love-wave rolls over the offender in his violence-greed-intoxication, in order for him to return to himself, wake up and realize what he has done.

What happens at the highest Spirit realms, and at the crystalline spheres, we can only simplify strongly. Imagine the whole thing as a weaving and radiating, a constant permeating and melting of forces, entities and realms. Imagine it as an in-flow of the old and the creation of new forms and forces, which never before existed. Imagine it as a monumental creative moment, which colours, lights, sounds and movements are unforeseeable, un-plan-able, unexplainable, yet all dance to the most enchanting harmonic. Times and spaces, intent and completion, crystalline spheres from the first and grey rooms from the third age, angels, humans and demons create and generate together new patterns and matrix’s, new crystals and universes. As we already said: the earthly drama is a spiritual gift, which is received here to the full!

The High Spirit of the victim awaits his human child. It has send messengers to the “Bridge Of Flowers” to pick it up. They accompany it first to the rooms of regeneration, rejuvenation and awakening. The shock and trauma energies of the soul get cleared here and harmonised with the richness of this latest earthly experience. The original intent of Spirit, the actual life of this human and the circumstance of death, are reconciled and summarized. The different reality levels come together and balance themselves, finding a new order. Each dimension in which, during the descension to Earth, a part of the being was left behind, now enriches itself with the experiences of this life and this death. It all opens up to reveal a picture of great beauty.

At the same time, high spirit entities are sent out to the bereaved to bring them comfort and radiate powers for inner knowing and heart-opening into their life fields.

The same happens at the crime scene. A blanket of light is created to receive and wrap those, who will find the body and all who come after. Now, next to the horror, there is light – the potential for total insight, which will open to those who truly wish to see. Remember lesson 3: In 1945, light and dark on Earth were equal, even though the human eye could only conceive the horror. It is always a question of ones own inner focus which of the many reality levels are seen.

The High Spirit of the offender, who send his human into this Judas-service and let him make this killing experience, also sends messengers to the “Bridge Of Flowers”. Yet not for the offender, because he has so deeply fallen that they cannot reach him. Instead, they call the awakened amongst the humans, the death-and birth-helpers of the Spirit on Earth – YOU, who are able to the true compassion, which goes beyond all understanding the mind is capable of, to the kind of compassion which has the deepest respect for each being of this creation, regardless if it is called “Victim” or “Murderer”.

To you, the mediators between the spirit and embodied world, the messengers of the crystalline spheres transmit the will of the Cosmic Spirit: Now, as this creator became a murderer and fell into the abyss of human darkness, the awakened ones are asked to care for him with love and out of love.
This love will hold and substitute for the broken cord – the spirit thread of life between the Lower and Higher Spirit of the murderer. As long as it takes for him to recognize the love in this action and subsequently to rise into his own light.

Be “godparents” of the Spirit Love for the offenders of your society. Know deeply that their decisions and actions are your experiences – since 2005, the ONE HEART reigns again on Earth and you are all connected to and with each other. As long as you hold others down, you yourself will not be able to rise. By ascending them, you, too, ascend.

(Compare booklet 10 and lesson 19)

Let us return to the crime scene. After the act, in which only two people participated, now thousands come along: bereaved and concerned, investigators and observers, neighbours and employers, judges and executers, jailers and social workers, psychologists and journalists, the media and millions of viewers. Only one single News Show, only one single paper creates worldwide millions of new judging, hating, fearful, desperate and raging humans – millions of new offenders and victims.

The demon, which unleashed this dance and enabled this act, can now possess all these millions of humans, because they all feel what he is: hatred, fear, guilt, and confusion. These humans are resonating with him and again, he can feed, grows rapidly and is capable of new and ever greater dances of death. The horror of gone-by ages became awoken in only one moment and unleashed its power for only two people – by Spirits admission and clearance – only for them. The demon had to fulfil this duty and could have been recognized and through this released. Yet Millions of humans only see with their earthly eyes, think only as victims and offenders. They absorb the demon, so he wakens in their life.

One single News Show is enough to spread the demon all across the world, instead of redeeming him with love. The dark yields a rich crop – this is the true pollution of your environment!

Yet, there are indeed others involved. Let’s get back to the spirit canals, which the masters and angels built from the sealed off space of the event: into many rooms, that lay outside, into which the unleashed pain energies can be taken and transformed. These are light-canals into the light-bodies and crystal-hearts of the Awakened. The Awakened are humans, who’s Higher Spirit has arrived inside the body and acts from there. These are those humans who can truly love, whose celestial love will no longer distinguish between victims and offenders, demons and masters, light and dark. It is YOU, who can cry over those humans, they never met on Earth (see booklet 10).

You loving humans receive the energy of the act already three days before, since the moment of clearance of the Higher Spirit. The pain and shock waves of this act flow and dance over thousands of miles and look for deliverance: goal-oriented, they flow into your permeable light body (see lesson 5) because you, too, are in resonance – with the angels and the Spirit entities, with the Higher Spirits of victim and offender, with the service of love of the death on Earth and the birth at the Spirit realms.

Those pain and chaos waves deliver themselves into your transformed heart light and will at the same time plunge you for a while into the abyss of darkness – yet only as long as your light bodies are still tight and instable, only as long as you still believe in your own inadequacy, guilt and victim hood. For days, some of you cry, are confused and traumatised without knowing why. Well, now you know!
And this, too, is a rich harvest – a harvest of light, a true cleansing and ascension of your environment.


Your hearts are participating beyond time and space in each of such acts and deaths, such gate crossings and births into the Spirit realm. Your hearts are connected with each other. They are built in a way that they are never untouched if something happens in the world. You come from One Heart and you go back there (see The Story Of Creation). One Heart is back on Earth since May 2005 and in the process to melt all of you with each other. According to your inner decision, your hearts keep carrying either the banner of horror or the flame of light. Either way, what ever you carry in your heart will be multiplied. Your hearts do not just beat for yourself but for all of humanity – for now and until the end of all time.

Perhaps you are so jaded that your thoughts and feelings neither judge nor bless. You stay out of that, you have resigned and have gone into a soul-depression, into a psychic coma. Yet, indifference and resignation are dark forces as well and through these, the grey rooms get strengthened.

Decide, which kind of non-physical entities you wish to work through you: dark beings of confinement or light beings of liberation.

Decide, which worlds you wish to grow - outside and within: the grey ones or the crystalline ones. Decide, if you wish to judge demons and offenders – and strengthen them – or love them – and redeem them and yourselves.

Decide, which kind of touch you wish to allow: the dark kind of revenge and perdition or the light kind of mercy and blessing. Decide, if you would rather love or hate. Decide, if your hearts should radiate electrifying light or magnetising darkness.

Indeed, you only have the choice between these two options. You have not allowed for another possibility. Whatever you feel, you send out. It changes the world and returns to you in the same way and on an ever-larger scale.

The harvest is sure. Decide if it will be a dark or a light one.

Well, beloved beings, this demon was redeemed only a few days after the act. This victim has reached the crystalline realms and this murderer has received loving care, which lasts to this day as he is in prison and enjoys our regular visits and talks.

Yet, there are many others, who are waiting for your reprieve and compassion. There are many more potential victims in this world, who no longer need offenders and demons, yet who can solve their life problems in a different, gentler way, indeed.

We, too, are connected to each single one of you in this game of creation – with deep compassion, love and respect.
I am Saint Germain.






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Thanks to all of you, who you are participating in this seminar, began to blossom within it and now give the gift of yourself to the world. I thank St. Germain and the entities of the Crimson Circle, who’s love- flow into our lives becomes ever more tangible. I thank all, who add their human love, wisdom and powers to this. In this way, we will carry on and expand this work.




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Sabine Wolf, Wenningsen, May, 30. 2007