TOBIAS - FEBRUARY 2007

Question:
Beloved Sabine and our spiritual brothers and sisters,

I am pleased, indeed, that you have made such seminars come to life. I felt much attracted to feel this is a special time for growth, the whole year.

When I saw the fees, a world was breaking apart. I cannot understand that 650 Euros, additionally rooms and food, are in terms of the new energy. I was disappointed and it was without doubt: I cannot join! Besides the seminar time is also an obstacle to me as I have small children. But I cannot pay that prize even if desired so much, not even the half...

Can I reach this, what I will miss in the seminar, also from home, Saint Germain, Tobias, archangel Michael, Sananda, Ohama, Metatron,... are you also going to work intensively with me, when I am not taking part in the seminar? I want to grow, grow, grow! I cannot imagine not to reach something because of a lack of money, isn't it?
Thank you for your answer.

Answer:
Indeed, we work with you. We are Metatron and Sananda who will take care of this and also of yourself, when you are going to open these unconscious rooms.

Money is nothing else than a social medium, an expression of your life flow with all its vital energetic, watery, electric and aetherical streams that are continuously flowing through your bodies and that keep you alive. If you don't WANT to spend so much (others would say: that little) money, if you don't WANT, then you will not be able to grow. At at some point you will suffocate or dry out with the blockage of your life flow.

New energy cannot be defined as something which goes without money, but by dropping all vows of poverty and blockages preventing the flow. In the new energy money will flow more freely than before, since so much money of the world has been stuck in tresors for a long time - and by this people have been suffocated (when they possessed it) and they starved (when they did not).

You want to grow, grow, grow, you say. How do you imagine your growth, when you decide at the same time, to stay child, creature, receiver and objector, for longer. You are in fact true warriors of objecting the flow of life. You fight in all means of sensibility and stupidity against your life flow calling this: spiritual. This is not spiritual, but deeply self-contempuous - and stupid as you unlock the tresors in the same way, like the rich did in your old world. In the same way they have once starved now you do.

Now we will turn to our side regarding the meeting with Sabine. We give this web-page to you, the forum, the answers to your questions. We give you this internet-seminar for free, and with these texts and exercises. We gift you our presence, which you are not ready to receive in the same way to receive and to spend money. We don't put any conditions on you - only to Sabine in some way having opened towards close company with us. She is working, we can commit, through all hours. She serves us with such a devotion and determination. She serves the new energy, the new flow of life, the flow of your money, without charging money from you. Her giving is not dependent on your giving- and in fact, the number of visitors of KRISTALLMENSCH have increased, whereas our account has been less registrated. And at this point we need your new flowing money-energy, in order to continue working in this form, for you.

Of course, we can and will reach you, if you don't attend our meeting. We are giving you eye and ear - openers every week. It does not matter where your bodies abide, but it matters whether you are open or closed. To the meetings all those will come who are open to receive - and to give. The one who cannot receive cannot give. The intensity of our 'work' with you depends on the degree of your readiness to receive and your openess - especially concerning the topics you have ignored up to now.

In the future also St. Germain will take care of this subject in giving you some information. And two (free) lectures will also be related to this subject. And if this answer has helped you, we are very thankful for your donation on our account, indeed.

We are Metatron and Sananda,
In some strictness and also in a deep love with you.

1st letter
Today I am spending a day without my children. Sitting now in a restaurant with fruit juice looking at the roofs of the ancient city and the busy traffic. Today I bought a dictating machine. Now I am speaking your letter to you and in the evening I will write it down. Something different now, as I am happy like a small child.

Well, about me. When somebody asks me about how I am, I just say: good. And this is true. But sure, there are things bothering me. I feel quite lonely, though I am never at all alone! I am longing for being understood, for profound talks, for enriching contacts. But at the moment I miss these in my life. I am alone.

And another thing also bothering me is my 'search' for my life's purpose. Which is hiding very well! What will I do with my life? Inside I know that nothing in this world ever could satisfy me, besides arriving in myself. I am longing for enlightenment, since years. Why is that so unbelieveably hard? I feel stuck.

Sometimes I am in rage with the spiritual world. Why they just leave me? I would do everything to work with delight. Like you I would work days and nights. Is that not of interest for the celestial beings as well? When I am on line why do they push me down? There are so many people on spiritual search. But practically, I don't know anybody who really has got there, who has arrived in himself. I am wondering why? Maybe you can put an answer to this?! ( In the meantime I received answers in kristallmensch.de, parts from 'separated and united', 'self love birth', and 'new room' which have touched me deeply. It's good to know that I am not alone with these topics and my present state.

Probably this all sounds frustrated - which is true. Maybe even depressive. Yes, my present state feels like that. I wish to cleanse my body. Now I want to start a diet. Maybe this makes it all better. Dear Sabine, I send you much love and a hug from my heart!!

2nd letter
The letter I sent you made something come up in me. I feel to settle my thoughts and to write you again.

I feel I am in a hard crisis. Often I am sad, dissatisfied, stressed and even a little embittered. I hardy laugh, I am bored and cracked. I became aware of the fact that I am looking forward to the evenings, for the day to be over. I cannot stand this state! What about my love of life?

I am longing so much for a fulfilled life making and keeping everything possible. So that I can feel myself carried, no matter where! But I feel to drift away from this. As I told you I am stuck, nothing is flowing! I am functioning, playing roles I don't like, I adapt to the world. I am aware that it's me who is responsible. But how can I leave this crisis?

I have paused a little with writing; giving lunch to Manuel. Just as I wanted to continue a lovely silence came, a kind of equanimity. My heart feels lighter and there is a pleasant emptiness. I just started to sing... what has happened now?!?

I believe I have gone through the crisis when writing. Now I have a good feeling, looking positive at my state. Now I can go on. And again I feel pleasure! Obviously it's good to write you! Maybe I will do this more often now... I am hugging you deeply and thank you for listening!

Answer
I allow myself to answer you, beloved being. I am Tobias, united with you and the universe in a deep love, indeed.

That you have bought a dictating machine to talk with yourself, and to express in this new way, is excellent. Not only that you can listen to it at home again. Also you can listen to yourself later how you have spoken, who and how you were like when you were talking. You can speak to yourself, you can listen to yourself, you can perceive yourself in different nuances - and you can perceive yourself so different than before.

You are writing that you are alone, though you are with people. Yes, indeed, you can only be alone with people who you cannot reach. And it doesn't matter, whether you have deep talks or enriching contacts, or not at all. Even the masters who are on a mature level, are alone though, because nobody is like the next one in a deep sense. Just finding peace in yourself is requested from you and any state of enlightenment. It's not about whether you are alone or not, but whether you are in yourself. When you feel alone you have left yourself (which you all have done with your birth). Have you not returned back to yourself yet, then you will be alone in an unreleased manner. Your body is a cosm inhabiting only you, and nobody else.

There is nothing as a search for a new purpose. As long as you are searching you are not in your cosm - and alone. As there is no purpose, nothing as such is hiding from you. Only you are hiding from yourself. In your life you don't do anything else than putting veils between your human and your divine self, in order to dissolve them again. This hurts more even than to build them up, because this happens in a shorter time with a great effort.

You know, beloved being, there is nothing more about than to arrive in yourself. Then you shall gain an immense inner richness. Enlightenment is a word which can take you away from yourself in the same way as towards. True enlightenment takes place in the very moment you have deeply forgotten this word and all thoughts connected with it.

It is hard for you, because you are stuck, you are in rage - not with the spiritual world but with your very self. Because you forgot this simple coherance, this simple knowledge, this very simple memory of yourself, for it is not with ease for you, in such a complex, complicated, packed and confusing word, to return to this simplicity. You need not to do anything in order to be in delight, whether day or night. You need not to work for gaining enlightenment or for arriving in yourself.

The spiritual world has just this interest: simplicity and your happiness, and to see you fully in yourself. Why and what for they should push you, since there is no line on which you are standing.

And people who are on hard search are not able to succeed, whatever they imagine. 'Blessed are the poor ones' it was said in the bible. The total lack of structure means: being timeless, spaceless, without pressure, without guilt, yes, even to be without orientation. This is the crystal consciousness that has come through you and your child into life. Only in way a healing crisis may put pressure on you, so that you become yourself. And you are exactly on this way. You have everything in order to arrive fully in your enlightenment, in your near environment.

Look into the eyes of your child and breathe into your heart whatever you can see. And one day your husband will be able to look into your eyes breathing the very same you can give him. Spiritually (child) feeds you and you feed (husband). Physically it is just the other way around. (Husband) feeds you by earning money and you feed (child), by giving him the very physical and emotional food he needs. In the spiritual-evolutionary field the synchronicy is working the other way around: the child is the father, you and Patrick are the children.

Start to understand, to perceive, to accept your existence on this level. Cleaning your body may contribute this, but any pressure of success can only lead to the sur-pression of your soul. Whatever you do, do this with joy and if you miss the joy, just let it be.

The break in writing which brought about the change of your frustration has not connected you with something else, but with yourself. It was expressing something when put into words, something that has been stuck in you for a long time. Obviously it is good to write youself, to speak to yourself and to listen to yourself - being full of desparation and compassion.

We love you deeply and we are with you. So open your eyes and ears for us, too.
I am Tobias.

Question:
My last great battle (project) has been defeated, which is still quite successful. Yo nothing appealed to me. Once you reveiled to me that I will work in a similiar way like you and that I will become a certain pioneer for people following me.

How can I find my appointment? What can I do? Is meditation the path? Where will I get the input from? At the moment I cannot concentrate on something, there are so many thoughts and ideas in my head not knowing what and how I shall manage. This again diverts me from my meditations where I cannot free my head.

Physically I am better, since some time I have a strange skin problem (mainly on the forehead) I cannot handle. I dislike antibiotics and chemicals. Can you explain that and help me? It is really annoying.

Since some time an old fear has come up, namely to loose my teeth, or that some will break when eating. Do you know where this comes from and what I can do against it... probably you know.

More and more often I can hear you and particularly I receive answers from you. Also my dragon shows up and spiritually I talk to him shortly. From time to time some inner doubts show. In such moments I think of Eragon and of your words reminding me again and again. 'You aren't a farmer boy anymore, but a dragon rider !!!' Afterwards I am much better and the doubts are just blown away.

In March we are travelling to Thailand and somehow I feel that these holidays will give me an imput of what direction to go.

Shall I just be patient or can I start some activities? I'm an interested visitor of your homepage reading your lines in a great interest. Many things are illuminating, some things evoke an 'aha' and other things seem a miracle. Sabine, I am looking forward so much to see you again in Mai when you are staying in Orpund.

Answer:
Hello Dragonrider

The path of meditation and contemplation is a profound and effective way. However you should also find orientation on the outer planes, where the spiritual and the manifest world have been merging, or they have started to do so. Of course, you find contacts and answers at Kristallmensch.

I recommend you, since I am not coming to Orpund, as the meeting will take place somewhere else, to take part in the first Kristall Meeting in the North of germany. I recommend you to travel and to free yourself from your Switzerland wallpapers, the Switzerland aura and the last rests of your ancestoral origin and to enter a deep transformation process in the clearity and widenes of the North German low lands (meaning in physical as well as in spiritual sense). Take your dragon and travel. Leave your old home behind and find new worlds.

Your effort to concentrate on something relates to the fact that meditation should not be handled one-sided, that additionally contemplation should be mixed with creative expansion. On the other hand, you are in an inner preparation process. The seed is germing, which temporarily leads you to agitation and lethargy.

The germing of something new makes you struggle to meditate free from thoughts. This is not a question of concentration, but of the evolutionary pressure of a certain explicit creative fixpoint, where you have arrived. This point can be compared with the inner tension shortly before sneezing or before the sexual climax. Your old world is dying and in the same time there is a hint, that something new wants to break through.

An exema in the face, and especially on the forehead, shows the true opening of your deepest inner world and to organizing a new connection. The exema shows the outstanding ex-pression, it is the explosion of things you have formerly held back. The forehead is a display, a radar screen which receives the spiritual messages from the cosm. Here there are some essential organs, namely the third and fourth eye, with which you can see the spiritual rooms in the planetary and cosmic space; the lily showing your growing connection between the cosmic and earthly spirit; the crown of this connection which radiates into all directions across the earth from your epiphyse, the main organ of spiritual perception in the head. Also the epiphyse is connected with all epipyhses of awakening people.

Many things are happening with you in this time. Soon you all will - inside you and outside - find contacts with those who will soon work with you. Of course, antibiotics and such things are unneccessary in this context. But regarding the fact that they make you relief emotionally for some time, why should you not take them? Your evolutionary inner powers are stronger than all earthly matters and means. Maybe the dragon-mark on your skin gives you a sign on this. Feel into this deeply.

Your dreams and the fear to loose all your teeths shows you that your face is emptying your evolutionary weapon chambers, in order to release these rooms. The teeth symbolize all the weapons you have used in dark times of your development - weapons for and against others and for and against yourself. Ascending dark energies show up in fears and dreams of teeth breaking and falling out. It is ok. Teeth also correspond with tenderness, gentleness and beauty - and exactly this sort of teeth are growing in you.

Question
For one year I have been moved by this question: shall I leave my job? Some months ago I have decided to work less hours from April on. There is less payment and also no freedom.

But besides my fear to give up all 'guarantee', I feel I can influence something positive by my presence.

I know that I am a teacher and I have always been stressed by: "You should offer classes". Question: which one is my path as a teacher, where and how. It is said I have healing hands? I never tried. And now?
Thanks to all who take care of my question.

Answer
Beloved being, in this time of your physical body's change, perception and feelings, in this emotional and mental transition, it is very natural that your job, your old profession comes into shaking. However you can not leave something with lightness and bravour if not completed before.

Meaning, you only will replace your old job against a new one, when you have realized the true nature of your job. It has provided you with meaning, protection and affirmation. A long time your work has been more important than yourself. Your work was more meaningful than yourself, because it has maintained and nurtured your life. Get clear what this means: the job had greater meaning than yourself - and suddenly you are unemployed and without value. This has been your truth for a long time.

Now times are changing, the separation between the poles dissolves - and yourself is getting more important than the work. Not later than now you go through a crisis feeling deeply that your work has not only served you, but has eaten you. It has made you become old, imprisoned, it has used up your life energy. It has consumed your life time until you are moving to the other side of the veil.

Every attempt to modify something within your work and working time is going to fail in the same degree of your attachment to security (also in the financial sense) in this work.

Start to feel from your deepest heart to create a feeling of life's security being of spiritual nature. It is the basis of being your very self, your divine "I Am". You will not get rid of your job from today to tomorrow in order to give your appointment full power. It will be a transitional flow.

And there is yet another point you have seen already. We confirm this. In fact, you emanate the appointment of your heart that makes you going into self-employment, in the surrounding of your old work. In fact, you have healing powers in your hands that have been working where you are. Perceive your old job position, the old job surrounding from the perspective of the human crystal that you are. This will give you a total new view of your "old reality".

Also truly feel your cooperation in KRISTALLMENSCH and what you experience here and now. Your world is opening up by this contact and your significant cooperation, too. A way sign has become visible which shows your transition from an old to a new job world. Exactly at the right point you have fulfilled your old life-, job-, and professional world, and you will start to fill the new one - you have started already, the transition is flowing.

We see you on a glowing way without blockages, with a growing consciousness about old relations that sometimes give you the feelings of going back or which seem like a blockage. But this just shows your way is speeding up into earthly and spiritual union.

Everything you recognize releases you, fulfils and speeds up your swimming to new shores. I am swimming with you.
I am St. Germain.

Question
Dear Tobias, as you know best about my inside and therefore, I wish you give me an analysis of my positive aspects. Some honeyed words, and some negative so that I can work. I really want my life to flow in all abundance and fulfilment, and also to clim down my mountain of depts. This is probably the only problem I could find no solution for. I think, up to now I have mastered my life well, in fact, just considering how I have walked through hell pulling me out of moors and how I rose like a phoenix from the ash. Besides I would like to travel and to visit my dad before he passes away. For this a "dreamwalker seminar" would be helpful, but I cannot afford this. It's too expensive. When my father passes over please receive him and say hello from me.

Before the birth of my granddaughter, this wonderful shining angel, I had a dream I'm not able to read. It was the appearance of my daughter's friend's little daughter. She was saying: Eva doesn't like to come. She only comes because she has to carry something out and to learn something. Then she said "much blood and death and the daughter goes after the mother". In the meantime I was in the Tsunami area feeling that she/he has drowned there and that she must have incarnated very soon.

My daughter has not at all created an easy life as you know and I feared that little Eva shall suffer the same. She has such a shining appearance. Could you please tell me what this means? Thank you.
One year ago there was a master embodying himself on the pedestrian in front of my eyes. I felt this that way. Who was this and where did he come from?
With love in my heart and full of gratitude for you answer
I am hugging you deeply.

Answer
Beloved being, I am Tobias. I want to answer your question to you and many others.

These are times that release your last vows of poverty, guilt and powerlessness from your body fields. With these energies you have woven various and multidimensional webs. Within your physical body structure as well as within your human society. These energies and webs are now leaving your life. When they leave your rooms of life and consciousness you may confront a horrible emptiness, a deepest absence of meaning, without realising that this absence is nothing else than the relief from guilt and depts, poverty and imprisonment. Because you were masters to make yourselves a comfortable home in these dark energies, a secure place and a life basis. Indeed, a long time this used to be the most normal life situation, to be guilty, poor and powerless.

Primarily, nowadays we may not know about the way getting down from a mountain of debts. It is much more about you to really want to climb across the abyss of not being guilty and not being in adepts. Since you have "created" yourself as emotionally and mentally guilty, you will only gain your freedom by spiritual ways. By wanting this from your heart, full of love and calmness. Nobody can give you the confidence besides yourself. The moment to climb down from the mountain of depts is the moment of your inner truth, the truth of your soul and of your spirit. Here you meet yourself, your deepest and highest being. Your earthly self, your ego, is not at all ready to take even one foot away from this earthly mountain of depts. Because it would loose all its earthly existence that is full of sorrows, but it is also "cosy" and familiar.

In order to release your financial depts, you should deeply be ready to walk through your spiritual-emotional "life limits and death lines" leaving any syndroms of guilt and atonement behind, and with this your vow of poverty and powerlessness (see also lecture 4 in KRISTALL-SEMINAR).

Another necessary act of release which will lead you far beyond your tight limits is overcoming separation - the separation of richness and life flow, the separation of yourself and the separation between you and others.

You can visit your father any time: before he will come to our side and when he has passed from you, whenever you want. It doesn't matter where he lives, where his body and being is at home and where you are. It is so independent from whether you have money for travelling on earth, or not. So we advise you: Open your heart wide. Let it open more and more, so that you reach - beyond your limited physical self - into your unlimited being. With the danger of fears coming up that you never find back. They will come after a certain point of opening, and still they are nothing else than the memory of your first shocks, after your descent and the long sleep in the body. When you center in your crystal heart, with a deep breath and a deep I Am Here Now, then you can overcome all limits and separations of your earthly life Here and Now.

And of course, this also demands some sacrifice from you. It demands the sacrifice of all the aspects of your life which were giving you space, time, protection and conditions, as these four are your old life limits. They have guided your emotions, thoughts, perceptions and they have kept them small. They were the conditions for your previous narrow earthly-physical life. Decide whether you want to sacrifice them or you want to be a victim of these limits. We will explain you the meaning of this.

For many of you this may sound incomprehensible. In fact, SPACE separates you from each other. One is here, the other one is there - and here and there are so apart from each other that you cannot reach others. TIME is so dominating leading you at the right time to the wrong place and so you miss each other. PROTECTION is such a heavy barrier always separating you from what could tear you apart or kill you. It is such a strong magnetism which makes you suffocate in your rooms of protection, because there is no life allowed to flow into you and outside. CONDITIONS are an extreme construction in your life. Always you need to decide for one thing (husband, wife, work, food, belief, reason), in order to keep everything else away from you, to loose it. Either one thing or nothing. This is even hurting when dictating...! Why not: One thing, and all others, too?

But how should you give up these limits? How should you separate yourself from SPACE TIME PROTECTION and CONDITION. You believe they are just there. They aren't, beloved being. They are just removing from your life as they cannot follow into higher dimensions.

How should you separate yourself from them? Not even this you have to do. You need not even to sacrifice them. You just need to know that they are removing on their own this year. It is enough to know this and when you accept this. Sabine knows and she accepts this nowadays and these are the most disgusting days of the last decades, as she is saying. Well, the reward for this dreadfulness will also come on its own. Just know, it will happen and accept.
Just because the limits of your life were so narrow, your mountains (also the disgusting ones and the mountains of depts) have piled up, that now it feels like falling into deep wholes (the opponents of mountains). But in fact, it is nothing but your life limits opening now. This is happening on its own and exactly this we will devote our ANNUAL MEETINGS to - in order to stimulate these dreads in you, for a short TIME, in a small ROOM, in our PROTECTION in unCONDITIONAL devotion (comment of author: gigantic grinning on the other side. I don't know whether I rather would like to kiss or to throttle them....).

And in this we are turning to your children and grandchildren. Of course, you can help (grandchild), to arrive and to transcend shock energies from her last transition. By melting the four aspects in your heart into a limitless and unconditional HERE and NOW, you will be superior to life and death. This crystal appearance itself (grandchild) will soon give in her present embodied form a true home. Since lecture 3 of the KRISTALL-SEMINAR you know that you are a light carrier and that she is a crystal child. The union of your light IS the new energy.

This will have an effect on (daughter, mother of grandchild) placed between you in the generative succession and the spiritual ray. She can nurture from your melted light. Not (granddaughter) will live like (mother/ daughter), but (mother/ daughter) will live like (grandchild).

Master meet you (in the pedestrian precinct), in order to reflect your own mastery and to make you touch your very self. And exactly therefore soon WE will meet you personally - because we are your masters and you are our masters - in fact.
I Am in Love with you.
I Am Tobias

(name has been changed)

Question
I've got a neighbour who has been concerned intensively with me since several years. He met me at an astral level where he remained very lovingly at my side. We had erotic body contact which I've never experienced in the here and now. I was very insecure and emotionally mixed up- so I am still.

Because I couldn't stand the secret desire of our hearts anymore I wrote him a letter. I let him know that I felt very connected to him and I just thanked him for his loving deed. His reply was quite ordinary. He simply ignored my questions about his feelings towards me. Instead he was trying to get in touch with me at the outer world – he was eavesdropping to know if I was outside, watched me secretly and tried to flirt with me.

Because he has a position of power and likes to flirt with women, I was always very anxious and didn't trust my feelings towards him… I still ask myself what he really feels for me – it is hard to stand, because I have the feeling to get lost in him and because we live so close together I don't see a way to escape…

Does he love me or does he play around with me? What's going on inside of him? Because both me and him have a family and our children attend the same class I always try to keep the whole situation in view so that no damage will occur.

What shall I do? What is our destiny? I invited him together with his family for dinner and clearly showed him that I am not happy with my husband. Is he also yearning for a fresh start – or would we end up having a love affair? I feel too much for a simple friendship… I ask the spiritual world for help.

Reply
Beloved being. These are Maria and Ohamah to help you to open your eyes for your own self.

It is deeply unimportant, if he loves you or not, if he plays with you or not. It is unimportant what is going on inside of him, what he wants and what happens, if…! It is important what you feel, what is going on inside of you and what you do.

You leave the decision up to him, if he wants to be connected with you or not. On the other hand you want him to do that WHOLLY. That means not to keep it just with the flirt, but to do a fresh start as you call it. It means: to create new spaces, new times, new shelter and new conditions- new limits. Read what we said about it in the reply "Mountains of Debt and Limits of Life".

Ask yourself the question what you want and what you are willing to give and give up, if you'll get what you want. Imagine that you don't really need what you are longing for. Imagine that your outer world and neighbourhood is an exact projection of your inner world.

Just as how you project your female-male and the conjugal–erotic lack of fulfilment of your marriage onto the outer world and looking for a substitute there, as projects the other one his emotional and mental position of power onto you. Now you already decide to remain a victim for the next round of your luck of life, creature – only female. Like that you'll only meet men who decided to remain perpetrators, creators – and only male.

You can't truly begin something new before the old hasn't been complied. Become deeply awarewhy you live here and now in the company of a man with whom you feel unfulfilled.

The answers you're giving for these questions yourself all start with the words: I am…, I have…, I want… The answers you're giving for these questions are all concerned exclusively with yourself, with your responsibility for your personal situation – which is complete within your current spiritual-earthly life, because it shows what you are doing to yourself.

Not until you are in balance with yourself you'll have peace with your conjugal, familial and neighbourly environment. Then you can truly proceed relinquished and unconditional. Then you know, if your neighbour really has a certain meaning for you or if he is just a life ring from the ocean of your life with which you can survive a few days longer – but without being brought to the shore of your true life. Nobody can give you this peace except yourself.

Check your own feelings and emotions. Sense with your heart which emotions are mature and which are the emotions of a child who "wants" by all means. Let the unsolved childlike feelings go away from your life and give space to the mature love which is principally giving to transcend old pain, wounds and unfulfilled needs of your childhood.

Allow yourself to give your love to this man without wanting to possess him, without setting conditions and wanting to imprison him or you being occupied and getting stuck.

Each earthly love which has got a claim to exclusiveness dies before it has started to bloom. Such a grey love steadily drifts between the poles of felicity and the lack of fulfilment.

Take this situation to let the crystal love for your own self mature and become strong. Don't do anything you could regret and don't believe that you have a destiny. You merely have the choice between an immature, unfulfilled existence and a mature, fulfilled existence within yourself – and both does not depend on any men or people of the world.

Human love claims, hopes and disappoints itself. Spiritual love gives and endows itself. We are with you.
We are Maria and Ohamah.

(23.8.07)

Hello Tobias,
my name is (…) and I had a serious accident 3 years ago! Since that day my life has completely changed. I realized that there is something else between heaven and earth. This was the beginning of my spiritual career. I made good progress on this way. ;-) Now I've started that meditation with those different breathing techniques. It is totally awesome what one can feel and experience. But the actual reason why I write to you is the following: everything is great in my life. But one thing doesn't really fit in. And this is love. I haven't found my life partner yet. And I always ask myself why!!! Though there are proposals my gut feeling (heart feeling) tells me that they're not the right ones. And I can rely on that! Can you help me a little with that? Where are my blockades? Why is my situation like it is?
With love (…)

And this is Tobias and with me is the female energy of Maria who not only is a mother but also a sister and lover to you:
You set up your accident 3 years ago to remind you of a part of yourself which once descended down to earth to create something what is of importance during this time at the planet. We allow ourselves not only to address you, but also many others who need our answer and energy just like you do.

Many of you didn't come for their sakes, but for the earth, humankind and the world. And still you first had to completely embody your own selves and lose any memory of your spiritual home to put your spiritual purposes into practise one day. You had to come in completely inside your physical self. You had to become completely human, part of the earth and of humankind.

You had to exclude all divine powers of regulation and balance, all spiritual spaces of wholeness and connectedness – and likewise you had to exclude all partners and lovers from your life to be completely concentrated and undisturbed at the enclosure of becoming human. Within the contemplation of the earthly-human loneliness you had to enter the crystal centre of your being, before you knew who you are, what meaning your earthly lives had, why – now we're turning directly to you: this one thing, "love" doesn't really fit as you call it.

A serious accident is something very negative from your human point of view. Still it lead you away from your own old and tight perception and physical reality, from separation and irrelevance to the sensation of your spirit and so lead you to a point of a complete independence from your body to the gate of return to your spiritual home which you can enter alive. A very negative event gave your life e new deepness and meaning. Solely this accident was an act of love.

Transfer this to the seemingly negative circumstance that you haven't found a life partner yet. Again something what evades from you in the physical space wants to be expressed in the spiritual space and gain maturity. It has got a positive meaning from the spiritual point of view. You can calmly proceed to your inside, to your spiritual world, to the cosmic worlds from where you came- which you enter the moment you close your physical eyes. Approach further to the nature of true love which doesn't know exclusiveness, no appointments and conditions, no wishes and needs – no possession.

Realize the nature of love which flows through your body, your life, your feelings and breath by just existing – and which can make an indefinite number of people happy and fulfil them than just one single partner. Allow the spiritual love to wake up inside of you to make you happy and to fulfil you in a profound way. This would not be as likely with a partner at your side who like you would be imprisoned inside the limits of earthly love because of her own human nature.

On earth love and fear of losing love belong together. Cross these borders of fear of love or of fear-love. Then you will encounter those people and beings with whom you are truly one. Then physical love will be full of fulfilment, freedom and felicity.

Deeply you don't have any blockades and because of your spiritual will you are on the way to a greater nature of your being. We are lovingly with you and will help you to open the gate to a greater love, if you wish.
Maria and Tobias.
Also read our reply titled "Human love".

(23.8.07)

16.02.2007
Dear Sabine,
I just wanted to apply for the 1st seminar. I read it is planned to take place with 100 people. Concerning such an amount of people and the sensitivity, attention and time such a weekend requires, I will stay apart. I would love to take part in a seminar which you have done before in Switzerland and North Germany, with a smaller number of participants.

Much love and a beautiful weekend from .....

Beloved Being (name deleted),
I am St. Germain and I want to answer in behalf of Sabine. Indeed, it is a pity that you won't take part and you won't have another opportunity to meet Sabine.

From our side, seminars in such a small limit will not take place anymore. We have worked in this form for seven years and we are now entering a new room. There is a reason for this we will explain now.
The small "cosy seminar" work was powerful and effective in the personal meeting between Sabine and the participants. By this direct meeting Sabine has gathered the experience and the dignity of her own work as a TEACHER and the participants could experience their own divine dignity. Doing so life's mysteries could enfold in a specific sense. While opening consciousness many of the participants became attached to Sabine and her speech without having developed an own intention to be independent up to now. So there are still people who have been coming to us since seven years still asking questions according their life decisions, instead of taking them themselves. To them, Sabine became a kind of guru and a long time sticking balsam and be sure - it is nerve-racking! This is exactly the opposite of what we and she wants.

Now time has come to “leave" you on this earthly-human ego level in order to approach you on the spiritual-cosmic level closer than ever before.

We are entering a new room, indeed. This new room earns gains power by an impersonal meeting that is necessary now. So that nobody gets attached to Sabine (and other people). The request for self-empowerment is the power of the year 2007. With a great joy we now can give the insights, experiences, materials and mysteries of the past years that have only reached a very small audience, to a vast audience. We will spread them into the world making them available to as many people as we can reach - and this is without any attachment to Sabine.

Time is in progress, beloved being. Old rooms have closed and new ones have opened. After many years of contemplation, of retreat and solitude, after decades of concentration and returning back into your hearts, for which you have departed from the world, it is now necessary to develop a new
CRYSTLLINE MASS CONSCIOUSNESS
This is our intention now. And many of you, including yourself, are now ready to step into this new area.

Of course, for this you have to overcome your depths - as Sabine had to do. And of course, many old participants left us going further alone. At every new gate some stay back and others will come and walk with us. This is alright, nobody will miss anything. You all are deeply safe and beloved. We are talking exclusively about the path we are walking with Sabine - ONE WAY OUT OF MANY - yet a shining path out of our modest perspective you are welcome to join.

Sensitivity, attention and time are powers that you have to create YOURSELF - and in bigger groups - and which are becoming highly important powers for the country, the earth and humanity. This responsibility Sabine is taking now, and you may believe she truly is no gregarious animal, and we have put some effort into growing her.

Personal interchange is possible on those meetings and also in other possibilities - and we have honestly been looking forward to you so much!

Also Sabine shrugs with the idea not to give ãcosy seminars" anymore, but we will not accept this. So we can tell you for parting: You have met Sabine on an early day. Concerning our seminars now you may not choose between Now or Later, but between EVERYTHING and NOTHING.
I Am in a deep love with you.
I Am the "fanatic" St.Germain - fanatic in joy - indeed!

PS: This is not a seminar, but a meeting of all people and beings taking part in the internet seminar - and these are not only a few.

Question
Eva and I (organic food store) would like to start a concrete professional project. But unfortunately we miss a total 'Yes, that's' it' - experience. There is no inspiring idea about how to do and what to do. Now we ask you: can you help us with your message? And why is there no brilliant idea coming up? It seems not up to us, we are ready! Much Love.

Answer
I allow myself to answer your question to Sabine. I am Metatron, regarded as an archangel leader of the higher spiritual realms, and this is of course true. But in the first place I am connected with you in such a deep love and therefore I have now chosen to serve you earthly beings, to get more clearity into the matters of professional projects and money - especially to earn money.

This matter of life requires inner balance, before you can manifest it outwardly. An essential feature for a really inspiring idea and its realization is your inner balance of your feminine and masculine spirits. On the path of integrity these spirits should be balanced in each of you. Allow both of them truly to merge in such a way, that you give up all separation in perception and orientation between female and male energies.

But this is not the final thing, we go beyond: The feminine-masculine principle inhabits further poles of your duality - poles that you once have separated and removed in you. And so they degenerated spiritually. The first feature that you need to dissolve is that of "'blaming and feeling of guilt", which is connected with your attachments to past memories and future planning. This means nothing else than to release time as such, and to fully arrive in your "PRESENCE OF NOW".

The second principle is your hierarchical thinking and feeling, that has separated into FEAR and LOVE - into an ABOVE and BELOW - that has ripped you out of your creator power. Release any hierarchy in yourself by becoming ready to live fully in your 'PRESENCE OF NOW". There is nobody who allows you to establish a new shop and there is nobody who prevents you from doing so - nobody is putting stones on your path and nobody promotes you - only you can do!

We come to the third principle, which probably confronts you in the deepest sense, and which you may believe to be fully independent from your project planning. Indeed, this may be right, but it depends on YOU, on your heart, on your integrity and ability to function: Release the separation between the poles DARK and LIGHT, death and life, warrior and healer, victim and culprit, profoundly from your thinking, feeling and from your intentions. Allow - and in this we speak to each and everybody - that all poles of your life cross (past and future; above and belove; beginning and end; death and life) turn into floating, dancing and whirling that nothing else remains of your life besides a crystal heart in your breast. From this the idea, the spirit and your own being are born travelling even far beyond any projects and businesses of the new world - bringing also the question wheather you REALLY WANT TO DO IT together. In this you should even stand apart from each other.

I am Metatron, I am in love with each one of you and, if you like, I will lead you through inner processes and outer space as long as necessary.

Question
As you offered to look at my professional situation I ask you sincerely to do so. Since getting into contact with you I have taken all fees from my homepage and so experienced my heart's space becoming much wider.

Today my cousin called me, as she wanted me to coach her. I realized, I had taken something from her energetically which she confirmed. She said: "I felt something was happening in my body".

I guess, dear Sabine, today I had my breakthrough. It was fantastic to feel the free flow between us and that money is not standing in between. On the other hand I wish to make my seminars and coachings take place. What is your opinion concerning my professional situation?

Answer
In my opinion you should, in this moment which you believe to break through, totally enjoy and accept your first steps and new experiences in these new rooms - with the incidents and occurences outside, as well as with experiencing your inner actions and motions. Observe yourself, watch what happens and keep HERE and NOW open, wheather you want to continue working in the old way or you want to permit your expression to develop and to evolve.

Consider the period of our working together in your life as a dying-rebirthing-process in the very core period, which has started a long time before our first meeting, and which ends some time after this breakthrough.

This transitional period requires opening, trust, equanimity, patience and full readiness for releasing old desires, ideas and structures. Be here and now in every day. Observe what happens - free from emotions and expectations. New dimensions and things will appear that are not predictable, neither for you nor for me. The best condition for a powerful start into your new profession is the total
CRYSTALLIZATION OF YOUR MOMENT.

In love
I am with you
Sabine

Question
I have read your home page where you offered to send you letters. My name is (name has been deleted), I am 47 years old, mother of three sons, 23, 19 and 12, growing them up on my own. I work 10 hours a week in an old people's home and drive for an ambulant service. At the moment I feel very exhausted. Working with old confused people is nearly going to kill me.

Last year I received a christlight intunement together with a former friend of mine, and we intended to work together. But having different personal perspectives, we finished the contact.

Since a long time I have been intending to give treatments to people and also to go into business for myself. But I have a terrible fear to fail. Already I have practised with my children, my dog and my friend, successfully, as they confirmed. But the fear remains. Then questions turn up, such as, where shall all the clients come from? Actually I know everything is guided - and still I worry.

Often I feel so lonely and lost. My dog seems sick at the moment. He is a very lively Yorkshire which is nowadays not moving from his place. My youngest son has been living with his father since last March, because of my financial situation in which he was missing a lot. Sananda told me that now he has to settle 'something' with his father.

How will I progress professionally, with my kids, and concerning partnership? Shall I stay in my place? I have now fully retreated, although I used to be such a communicative and lively being. Can you tell me what happened? Please also tell me, what is your energetical equalizing for your help? Many regards.

Answer
Your joint work with your friend has finished, not because you had different personal opinions, but because each of you has different opinions in herself - judging between Light and Dark. Desiring one of them, denying the other one. The word Christus means Crystal. The CRYSTAL is a union between the highest Light and the deepest Darkness - which has to happen in yourself to be able to help others. Only then you can solve their attachments in order to become a crystal human.

The question, whether you want to give treatments to people and to go into your own business is not put up. Only there is the question, whether you want this. Before you have not answered this question with an unconditional YES, you won't do. For an unconditional YES fears of failure need to go. These are old energies and illusions, instruments of your dual being and of separation, which nowadays are neither necessary nor helpful.

You are exhausted, because your body and your body's spirit do completely different things than your spirit and your soul would love to do. In fact, this always used to be the path into death - for the sake of solving the free spirit from the tight body. Decide to release your fears. They do not govern you, it is you who keep them. It is your decision. People can come from nearly anywhere to get treatments. But they will not reach you as long as you transmit energies of fear, ideas of failure and of separating Light from Darkness. In fact, in one way you are lonely and lost - and your dog who is with you to reflect your soul's situation was getting as sick as your soul in the face of your ego's attitude.

Your son is well with your father as his maturing male nature is supported there. Decide YOURSELF during your retreat, whether you want to go into your own crystalline birth, or you want to be consumed by your professional, motherly and partner related future. Deeply allow your old human communicative liveliness to die and to be rebirthed.

Dear Sabine,
First of all I want to thank you for supplying such a nice ‘treasure box’ as your homepage to all of us. Uncounteable pearls – or to be more precise pearl chains I could find there.

But now I would like to express my rage, anger and powerlessness about one ‘story’ which I have created, and I am asking for your helpful words. After a period of satisfying work in quantum medicine, reports in foreign countries, which was experiencing with much delight and enthusiasm, I started a two years retreat, which was necessary for the concentration of my powers and intensive work on inner levels.

Recently I have brought together with the founder of a worldwide unique vital-energy-fabric, which worn as bandages on the body, nearly shows identical healing effects as the energetic therapies which I had worked with before. I was totally enthusiastic, especially this angelic person was looking for a partner, which could enter the company which we would establish as a manager.

Surprisingly heired some very good money after the death of my father, so that I felt everything is working fine. Mister inventor was very happy with me, and everything would have worked well, if he had not started to declare what I should do and say. Meaning, I felt controlled in my freedom and independency. This caused my decision, after all, not to find the company with him, but wanted to take the sales department on my own with other enthusiastic partners, on my own. I realized that I could not trust this producer and his personal statements. After sending him three pages as an agreement of our work, he told me he would not work with me. Now I had been working on this wonderful project for three weeks, with returning feelings of rage and anger, because I was stoppped by various reactions.

On the other hand I was grateful that he gave me an opportunity to release surpressed emotions from my soul, which I have accepted and solved. On the other hand I still felt much delight about this project. Probably I had pricked a colourful baloon with a needle and after a loud boom, the dream was over! What is frustrating me, is the fact, that Tobias & Co always speak about we should go for THOSE things which make our hearts sing. The rest will flow on its own. At the moment I could rip all of them into pieces, if this was possible – what a bla bla ba – truly I was so much aware of my decision. My heart was singing in delight and then THIS!!

Can you give me some light into this, why I have created this? It was nothing less than delight and enthusiasm which made me creating this!! Well, fortunately I have chosen not to tear your crew apart, but instead returning to my humour, which joins me like an old friend. We always go into the day with a smile. I thank you so much for your answer. Much Love.

Here ‘St. Tobias’ is speaking.
Yes, it’s me, who is answering now – even when Monsieur St. Germain is still confused about your low flight. While we are recollecting our puzzled parts putting them together, we will answer you in our ‘unbreakeable form of true friendship’.

You have not only pricked a colourful balloon, you have also created it by yourself. You know this, but let us throw a closer look on it. Your 2 years retreat was not only for transforming your qualified professional life, but also to arrive deeply in your essential SELF. YOUR SELF is nothing more than a crystal being of a new age that has gone his way on the old earth, in order to arrive HERE and NOW into a completely new beginning – and it is not less than that.

Two aspects have come up in this period, which have blown into your balloon after your return to this world, two aspects which were still separated from your crystal being. The first one: the merging of your feminine-masculine nature makes had made it possible, that you create something new out of yourself, which you express and take into the world. It is your original masculine energy which you have integrated in your silent time, which was taking action.

The invention of a ‘strange’ man and the heritage of your father’s inheritance, which made you so happy at the beginning, finally (which is an aspect of duality) brought about controll, dependency and imprisonment.

The second point: rage, anger and powerlessness are those soul powers that have grown in that moment looking for a expression, because they cannot bear the inner separation of healer and warrior, culprit and victim, the male and the female nature, the creator and created being. Therefore this was not a ‘strange’ inventor, who was exploding in this project and in your balloon, but the very same separated and banned being, which is a part of your own spiritual integrity and earthly creator power.

We again aks your pardon, that you were frustrated by our words (smiling, grin, laugh) but we can say after all, that your heart, after this nightmare-balloon has bursted at the very right moment, your heart truly starts to sing – just gecause it is starting to become COMPLETE getting your creator engine going.

Indeed, there are still traps on your path. But you can recognize them easily, when you really listen to your heart, and when you stay aware not to do those steps which are a desire of your spiritual ego. Instead you stay cool until your heart says: Now.

Many of you still inhabit rests of selfdistrust, longing for security and poverty thinking. These energies are so deeply rooted that you hardly realize them, and yet they have such a power stopping you in essential moments, not in order to harm or frustrate you. No, they just want to prevent you - in this essential time of spiritual reconnection - from running away from you. Accept this desillusioned dream as a wonderful sign post, which in a short period of time will lead you where your heart is singing within and also outside. Stay in your self whenever you act outside and always return back to you, when you meet somebody outside. Especially when he seems to KNOW or OWN more than YOU. THIS IS AN ILLUSION. In fact!!!

We are in love and in deep respect with you.
We are Tobias and St. Germain, each one again, COMPLETE.

Hello dear Sabine,
we have not yet met personally. But from time to time i have a look at your web page and i am filled with delight when reading your information. First I was waiting for your announced book and I was happy to hear you want to offer internet seminars soon. I cannot imagine how this is going to work, but I am curious to see and if I feel attracted, I gonna take part. A long time I thought about whether to contact you, but when your Tobias appeared on 'Kristallmensch.de' my stomach feelings told me to go further, to choose this way.

Since about more than 2 years I am on 'spiritual' path, though I have always been on it. I used to be different than the rest doing things, which were considered crazy in the eyes of others. Around my 40th birthday I watched myself like in a movie. And the person I saw had nothing to do with me. I was functioning, distressed, missing all joy of life. That was not me. When I got conscious about that, many things started to happen in my life. Many small and big miracles happened and I devoured books and more books. And still, I recognized soon, that I had to manifest what I had been reading so enthusiastically.

Sometimes I felt impatient, having an enormous pressure of time, which I did not understand. Something inside me wanted to know more as soon as possible. Soon my life made sense to me and I received answers on my questions that had always engaged me. My pets were good teachers for me. Then, there was a period of letting go without knowing consciously. Since October I have been starting to deal with all these feelings of guilt from this or any other whatever lives, and I thought: now I've got it. But I don't get further. I never imagined that this letting go could be so violent, but I could learn so much and felt help from the spiritual world. I was never alone, for which I am very grateful.

I am searching clearification, I am still not focused. From the normal point of view my position is without hope, but I am in a deep trust that there is a solution, which is there on another level not visible for me now. At the moment I am a graphic designer, but I wish to get a connection to my higher self, to the spiritual world, and to animals. I have been progressing much, but often my mind tries to divert and to keep me in distrust. Once I felt without reason 'I shall write with my heart', but what does this tell me, is this not pure imagination? I know that I have a purpose in my life. Now is the right time to consider this, but what should I do?

I am dreaming about finding and living my life's purpose, but cannot cleanse patterns of fear and I miss clearity concering my next steps (can I manage this alone, shall I read, visit seminars, do nothing, ...). Here I want to speak to you and your spiritual friends. You have the clearity and the consciousness which I miss. Can you give me an advise? I feel like walking on one spot I cannot leave, and if one knot should burst, and only then there will be something new. I thank you very much, that you read all this. Much regards.

Answer
Around your 40th birthday something in you started to die and something else started to be born. This transition in your life can be something very joyful, but also very exhausting. It depends on your perspective regarding yourself and the world. When the old world is dying you don't only loose something which you don't want anymore, but you loose EVERYTHING: your intentions, your joy of life, your social relations - and even your own emotional and mental orientation. In fact, you find some day, that you are not your self - not the known self. The old life has died. But at the same time a new life stirred you and you started to become hungry, adventurous and impatient like a small child. To this child you gave enough food, which is good!

The pressure of time you feel is an interdimensional shifting of your linear time-space relation and your multidimensional Here and Now - a transitional symptom.

The 'normal' perspective, which makes your situation hopeless, does not exist - it is an illusion, which is now released from your life. Your wish to get into connection with your Higher Self and the Spiritual World is on the way to become true. But of course, this requires consequences and uncondionality - in the way experienced by you.

In love I am with you. Sabine.

Hello you sweet beings…
I am again (name has been deleted)… for 20 linear earth years physically present, in (name has been deleted) living ‘on the hill’… since 8 and 3 years I have been joining two children into this world… we live here in very simple conditions regarding material comfort… but instead we have absolut nature-clearity-and-freedom-luxory… happy… I had long retreat periods, since I have left germany more than 10 years ago… periods of ‘de-socialisation’, of ‘loniness’… which has now changed into allOneness… now I am on the way back to society for some spacetime and timespaces. I am opening up to the world having found myself, the one I AM… happyshoutingdance…. I can now BE the one I AM… I am free………only, when… giggling… I am giggling when writing about myself…. Yes only when I get… stoppedstickstuckup…

and here I am with my question… well… new energy, multidimensionality, potential time etc…. YES…. I do enjoy this, widening myself, breathing deeply… but, WHEN I am with my kids… when I take my ‘mother role’ (?)… I get contractive... get stuck in 3D... why does this bother me to play with my kids, why can I not just live freely and enjoy this with them?… yes, because I produced this in an extrem version…

… the last period of my retreat I felt like to be in a ‘cocon’ … the transmutation was coming to a near end… and then I slipped out… I am flying…happy… and how can I get this into harmony with the needs of ‘my’ god’s children?… I love them from the centre of my heart, but the responsibility goes on my nerves for some time now… or maybe rather the number of roles that I have to play for my children at the same time... there are no unclesauntsgrandparentsfriends who also care… the father and me are the only closed related persons… and of course, we don’t live together anymore….well, my love of freedom, my joy, to live other passions is not satisfied… because the ‘new mother’ is truly one of my passions…. Otherwise I would not make such ‘drama’, before breathing freely at last…. – and, well, this causes refuse from my kids…etc…

….this I made clear here, I want to be a mother, but also friendbelovedhealercompanion… and how can I let this flow?….
yes, dear ones, I thank you for your clearing support, for your unveiling comments…hearts…

Answer
DEAR (name has been deleted), here is speaking….. happy…. St. Germain. Yes, my sweet one. It’s me, in fact….happy … St. Germain. I Am your manfatherbelovedjobpartner and the one, who answers your question.

In fact, you are not only present in different worlds, as soon as you have created your physical body, but you are also in many positions in between happyshoutingbreathingdeeplydance… and stoppedstickstuckup, in fact!

In exactly this there is your immense power, which nobody of us possesses in the spiritual worlds, that is at nobodies disposal here in the bodyless worlds – realize this deeply, then you can use it. Then you can transmute this (split) power in (united) power – into balance. A balance between heaven and earth, between cosmos and body, between paradise and hell.

And there is much more: As soon as you, masters of the spirit, have embodied yourself, you are in a multiply of space-times and time-spaces, in a multiple number of energy patterns and crystal structures – yes, even in a range of beginnings and endings. Indeed, you have not only One beginning, One way and One end. Your beginning and your end and all your ways you (from your point of view) take between all these points on that line are a multidimensional net of MOVING, COMMUNICATION and SHIFTING.

In fact, this is an unlimited, eternal coming and going, which would just break your linear ego, if it grasped the meaning of this multidimensionality. And even more: In the moment, when you leave your mother’s body having created your own body, you take all the responsibilities for your earthly roles. So, from the beginning on, you are not only baby and child, daughter and son, but you are also sisters, friends, companions, enemies, villains – yes even your parents and grandparents and all those, from whom your bodies came. And it is not only YOU who is…. Uncleauntgrandparentsfriendmother… to your children, THEY mean the same for you. The ‘new mother’ in you knows this deeply.

You ‘make drama’, because you very honestly and responsibly bring your physical and spiritual being into this multiplicity of life forms; because in those dramas you balance those two poles, which are separated naturally from each other; because you take these poles into your breathe, balancing and uniting them in your heart. By this the power of spirit is created on earth.

We will not answer your question to you, but at least we can give you a…. desiredclearingsupportandunveiling- comment, in fact. So there is nothing left for us besides to suffuse you with our spiritual love and to tell you: EVERYTHING is working as it should and without serious incidents.

I am St. Germain.
I love your language deeply and I am deeply loving you.

31.01.07

Hello dear Sabine,
My joy is great, I have managed my way into the internet! Yes I know it is for you as well as for many others the most normal thing. To me everything connected with technics was out of my way, the same with writing letters. Some day it made klick and I have taught the ten fingers system to myself, dared into a new world. Now I have parted from an old tough subject. I am corageous and writing the way its possible for me. I am fine as there is going on much. For example I am dreaming consciously (mixed up things) and have a strange sleeping behaviour. Sometimes I am more tired in the morning than in the evening. From time to time my physical body says hello to me. At the moment I have a frog in my throat. I don't understand the way I eat. Eating joghurt with cucumber or having a strong desire for sweets, and I eat as so much that I am getting sick. Afterwards I drink potatoe juice until my stomach has refreshed. - Hm. In spite of that within me there is mostly peace and a silent joy- Very suddenly some indefinite dark feelings can occur. Sometimes I know where they come from, sometimes I don't. They are just there. Then I think of you and just breathe. Thank you Sabine , for your help! I am going a lot into the forest where I feel very fine. I love nature from my whole heart. With my grand children, the oldest is five, there is a lot going on. They like to come to me. Mostly we are fine. Often we sing and fool around together. Time stands still and I become like a child myself. I believe we are on the same wave. It is just unconditional love I feel, which is so nice!

From some time there is a topic in which I miss some insights. I hope you or Tobias or.... you can clear my view. It is about my small dog Cindy. Since fourteen years she has been joining my life. In dark as in bright times she has given me a lot, as I did to her. As a baby she was very sick. I am thankful for everything which she made me learn. - Now she is old, nearly blind, slow and exhausted, she has some pain in her joints. She guards my grand children jaleously. She also snaps after them, though the children love her and we never exclude her. She only wants to be fondled by me, and not too concise. Somehow this is constricting for me. I feel such an old stuck energy. I am taken to and fro. Shall I decide upon the death or life of my dog? Do I not want to play something until the end? Why does she not just leave? Are the energies not in tune anymore? What is happening with the animals now, do they also join into the new energy? Are the animals that are born now different? What is their function?

Another thing I want to add. On many walks across fields and forests I meet many people who are on a search for help. First there is a talk on dogs, but soon it is changing into a deep human subject. Often I am able to throw a new light on these topics sending a beam of light into the darkness. After such a meeting my heart beats in joy.

Dear Sabine I thank you for your tireless work. It is nice that you exist!

Dear spiritual sisters, I always love to hear news from you. I read them with joy. I want to give thanks from my deep heart. This gives me support, trust, power and courage. In Love

Answer:
Everything happening now is a connection between your old life (grandmother) and your new life (as a crystal being). And therefore this multiple and multidimensional being will meet you every day in your earthly life.

So it is very natural at the moment, that you feel completely new motions from day to day (behaviour of eating, sleep, feelings and reactions).

Your dog is an old world being who joined you a long time, having taken up the old energies of your life as well as having taken a "turn" now. Your togetherness is going to finish, wheareas your togetherness with the children starts. Take care, that the dog and the children stay undisturbed from each other, since there is no resonance between them. You are the connection between these two worlds and in this time this means: protect the dog in the space of death and protect the children in the space of life. No, you need not to decide about life and death of the dog. He will depart when his time has come.

With these animals it is the same like with humans: In the same way there are old energy beings energies departing in this period and there are new energy beings entering this time. Therefore the animals being born have a crystal nature who follow their own determination and - in fact - they have a new purpose in joining you. We will hear more about that subject in the coming period.

Many regards also from Tobias
Sabine